So much darkness, my heart calls out but I don't know how to answer it
Shouldn't I want to help you?
It seems so long ago I gave up on you
Your own life you denied
All for the drink deemed divine
How can I speak to you whats on my mind?
So much we never said... fear bottles up the poison inside
My stomach is churning, my hands are shaking
How can I look you in the eye
You caused the darkness inside
There is no light in your life
You drowned the spark that burned in your soul
Sold out your family for the enemy
Never let them save you, pretend its all invisible
A wall of unsaid words, a lifetime of hurt
So how do I save you when you already drowned?
How do I tell you I'm afraid its too late?
How do I save the rest of us from your fate?
I can't blame you in your weakened state
I can't force you although I want to
This is no mindless debate, it is your life that is at stake
Watch your body decompose, a living death that you chose
Your hands are shaking your breathings labored, simple things feel like a marathon
Your thoughts blurt out of your diseased brain that invisions itself in another place
Live in reality, wake up from insanity, remember your family
