Dear diary,
I never wrote in a diary because in my opinon its ridicoules to read all that shit I've been through. I find it a waste of time. And it's hard for me to write every day, I'm not that organized person kind of type.. But this is a special accesion. This is my love story. This is my life with the one I love. It all started three months ago.
"Hey babe goodmorning" .I feel someone lightly kiss my cheek. "Hey.." I say with my morning voice turning around so I can see his face.I stroke his cheek staring into his brown eyes. When I was younger I wished for a love life like this. But only in matter of time I knew it couldn't.Now I feel like I'm living in a movie and I'm waiting till I hear cut.. Like I'm living in a dream waiting till I wake up.. Like I'm living in a fairytale and I'm waiting till the todler closes the book.. But happily enough this isn't fake. This is real life.
Cameron Dallas. THE Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend. My beautiful loveable boyfriend. And I love him.
"Are you ready?" he asked. I nodded smiling at him. We where ready to announce our relationship after three years. We laid there for a while untill I got called. "Hello?, This is Naomi" I said waiting for the person on the other end to anwser me. "Goodmornin sis" I heard James his happy voice. James was 2 years older than me and he was one of Camerons best friends who weren't famous. "James, How are you? What's up? Is there something wrong?" I question him. "Moms not feeling well.." he said. "Are you serious?" my mom was sick as long as I could remember and I knew she'd die some day.
But now? "Where is she?". I heard a sigh and then a voice of my mom. Knowing her she'd grab his phone. "Hey Naom, dont you worry about me. I'm in the hospital. But I'm okay. They're just looking if I've gotten sicker again. How's Cameron doing?" she said happily. "What Cameron? Mom dont talk around this? Did you have a stroke or what?". A sigh "Yea.. But I'm fine. How's Cam?". Knowing she wouldn't shut up about Cameron. "He's fine" I said looking over at Cameron. He did a thumbs up. "Yeah he's fine" I smiled. "Good good. He's a hot young lad Naom, your treating him right hmm?" she made a naughty sound. "Mom, jeez. I'm not saying these things to you". I heard her laugh "Okay, I have to go the doctor is here" . "Keep me updated" I said and then I heard that she hung up. Great. "Your mom?" I heard Cam say. "She's in the hospital again" I said. He kissed my neck. "Let's go and eat breakfast babe... We'll disscuse it then"
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One week later..
"Hey O2L what's up it's Sam " the voice said. I smiled. Sam was by far my favorite youtuber. I liked him more then Cameron. But I loved Cameron more. Sam always made my week complete and he made me happy. And I met him at comicon a month before I met Cameron and I totally screwed up!
flashback
"Hey I'm Naomi" I smiled hugging him. "Hey Naomi". GOD THE FEELINGS. He wrapped his arms around my waist so I could smell the lovely scent on his shirt. DAMN. I let go of him and smiled then I turned around and tript over a garbagecan, seriously? Who put's there damn garbage cans right there? I stood up very awkwardly and started running. Never ran, never will again. But it was totally worth it
I giggeld in my mind remembering how awkward I felt. "So that was it.. Bye guys. I love you". I closed my computer. "NASH! WHEN IS OUR COMPANY COMING?" Cameron yelled. "I DON"T KNOW YOU HAVE A PHONE DON'T YOU?!" Nash yelled back. COmpany? I looked at myself in the mirror. My pink oversized sweater and my baggy sweat pants weren't really 'company' clothes. Thanks for the heads up boys.
I quickly got in dressed into a white t-shirt and my black jeans. I went back to do a ' Sam Pottorff day'. After 20 minutes the doorbell went. "I'll get it" Cameron said but he was being followed by Nash. Boys... They can be so disturbing some times.
