I want to cherish every moment I have with you
Get past every difficulty and be strong for you
Because you are braver than anyone I know, because only you is what my heart longs for
But I fear I will watch you die measure by measure through the last act
Sometimes I get so angry I don't want you to see my face, lest I say what I regret most that I am not unselfish
That maybe I am jealous that you always know what you want
But you are not afraid of dying, in fact you walk a fine line between living and dead
Neglecting yourself so that you don't have to think about it
I cannot save you when I fight your insecurities
Only you have the power to act the final act
I cannot live your life for you although I may try
Subtlely deceiving you to do the right thing
Oh that I was a master of disguise, but I cannot lie
So little time with you I wish it could always be happy
I struggle for the peaceful moments when we agree
I struggle not to feel guilty
