*Ally's POV*
"I..." I started but froze. How could he love me after just meeting him what, 2-3 days ago? I mean yea I love him back but I dont want to rush. I mean I still have feelings for Louis, Niall and Zayn. I even started having feelings for Harry after our little game last night in the kitchen. I looked at him, He had hope clearly in his eyes. I sighed and finally found the words too say. "Liam... I love you too, but im not ready too be anything more than friends yet. We just met like 2-3 days ago. Just give me a week are so too figure everything out. I just got out of a bad relationship" I said as I thought back too California and the one that broke my heart. Nathan.
I thought back too the night I found out he was cheating on me. It was the worse way for a girl too possably find out she was cheated on. I thought back to the morning I left for London. I thought back too how I thought a certain girl was my friend. Then, I thought back too how I realized, you cant trust anyone.
As I was thinking of the night i'll never forget, Liam poked my cheek. I snapped back too real world, where I was sitting, talking too one of the most hottest guys on earth, that liked me, but at the moment thinking of someone that broke my heart, that I will NEVER forgive. I started fading off again thinking about that night again, tears starting in my eyes.
*flashback*
I was sitting there snuggled up too Nathan on my moms couch, watching The Notebook. We were having a good time just snuggling and laughing at things we would say too each-other. We were in love.. At least thats what I thought until the doorbell rang. I got up and opened the door. I girl that was suppose too be my best friend, Sophie, came charging past me over too Nathan. "IM PREGNANT! YOU TOLD ME WE WERE SAFE!" she yelled in his face before looking at me. I looked at him hurt, he stood up and opened his mouth too say something. "dont... dont even explain. save your breath.." Sophie looked at me smirking. "i told you he didnt REALLY love you" I went up too him and lifted my hand too slap him across the face but froze and started crying my mom came downstairs looking at the group in the room. I dropped my hand and ran upstairs.
*flashback ends*
I was brought back too the real world by Liam speaking up. "ohh Ally are you okay!?!" I looked at him wiping my eyes. "uhh yea" I looked down trying too forget what happened. I started crying more. Liam stood up wrapping his arm around me, walking me outside. We walked back towards my house but he walked me across the street too the lads and his house.He opened the door and led me into the lounge room. We both sat down on the couch and Liam made shhh'ing sounds too help me calm down. I started crying even harder, thinking of what Nathan did. Great, I had too think about it and now I cant get it out of my head.. As I continued crying Zayn and Louis came running down the stairs coming over too me. "what did you do?!" Zayn yelled picking me up holding me, while rubbing my back. "nothing, we were talking and she spaced out, and then started crying!" Liam yelled back. Niall, and Harry must have heard the yelling because Harry came running from downstairs with a baby doll. What the hell Harry? Why do you have a doll!? I was thinking but continued too cry. Niall came running from the kitchen also. Zayn continued too rub my back, I out my head in the crook of his neck and I could feel him look at all of them.
"whats wrong?" I heard him whisper in my ear. He sat down on the couch and Harry sat next to him. I sat up still crying but not as hard. "w-when Liam and I were talking it reminded me o-of h-h-him" I started crying even more. "of who?" I heard Harry ask, while rudding my back also. "N-N-Nathan" I managed to get out. I heard Louis whisper something to all of them as I put my head back on Zayn's chest. He continued too rub my back until I was completely calmed down. I got up and st inbetween Harry and Zayn. Niall looked at me will sorrow in his eyes."Ally.. your brother told us that this Nathan lad was your ex boyfriend.. what did he do that made you cry that bad? if you dont mind telling us." I had 10 eyes all on me. I took a deep breathe. "well.. one night we were at my house watching a movie and snuggling, I thought that he loved me because we were always so happy around eachother. But I guess I was wrong because half way throught the movie, the doorbell rang, I got up and answered it. The girl that was suppose too be my best friend, Sophie, went charging past me over too Nathan and started yelling 'IM PREGNANT i THOUGHT YOU SAID WE WERE SAFE!" He just looked at me as he stood up, I told him not explain, too just save his breath. Sophie just stood there smirking at me and she told me 'seee i told you he didnt REALLY love you." I sighed and sniffed trying too keep the tears from flowing down my cheeks. "I walked up too him and I was going too slap him but as soon as I looked at him I couldnt. I was scared. I started crying and my mum came down. She looked at us and then I ran up the stairs too my room, she told them to leave and she layed with me arrest of the night." a tear started too go down my cheek but Zayn wiped it away.
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