Where to even start...
Jacob and I went on a date before the holidays, and it was probably one of the best most memorable nights of my life. I felt like we connected on a different level and I just really liked him.... Then exams came and we briefly got to see eahother, and talk and things where ok..
Now flashforward to January, we arent talking like we used to and im at a point where i dont even know if he feels the same way anymore.. its been a struggle to get him to open back up but im going to put in my last effort and see what happens
There is also this thing im dealing with called SAD which is a seasonal condition that i have and for some reason it is hitting me very hard this year. I have also been struggling alot with binge eating, and its just overall a hard time for me right now...
