My love

Dear my ex

Dear, skye

I really feel sorry for you, but grace did not get letter, she does not live here anymore, she moved I live here now alone, she always lived alone, I bought this house when she left. I sent a pick of the letter and sent it to her for you. I loved you so much, but im confused why you didn't tell me, that you liked girls, you hurt me and you messed with grace. Its ok because you are sorry, and you been through things, RIGHT ITS OK, after you cheated on me. I was broken grace wanted to tell me sorry, and I was drunk and she was. I kissed her, she kissed me back, we was still at the party, so we went up stairs, it happened we had sex. I wanted to go to you, and have you hold me, I wanted to cry in your arms, grace said no, by the way me and grace broke up. She only dated me to get you mad, and sad so please don't I just keep getting used, I feel broken I think I had enough. SO FUCK YOUR SORRY, I have been through things too,  I DONT CARE IF YOUR LIFE IS NOT GOING YOUR WAY, but you are going to hit rocks, I cant trust you by the way. So im not going to be your friend, or some one you can cry to, Im sorry that things got bad, this might sound crazy, but I still fucking love you. FUCK YOU GOT TO ME, I WANT YOU BACK, but I cant because, I was just some body for sex, or to do you favors, DID YOU EVERY LOVE ME, DID YOU EVER CARE, WAS I ANYTHING TO YOU? I wanna die by the way, I have been harming myself too, I have depression, I still have our pictures, I look at it everyday and cry. This is a goodbye letter by the way, you know what, you don't have to see us at school now, because grace is gone and im going to be dead, please tell her that I loved her too. I love you so much, but please stay alive, don't kill yourself because of me, try to live a happy life, I had enough, im sorry bye my love.