I can't.
Can't seem to stop having these thoughts about you.
I think of you everyday.
I wish I could be there with you so bad.
I see the happiness in your eyes now that you have a life and I'm not there.
I'm happy for you but I don't want you to be happy.
Happy that you have a life now.
Happy that you have goals.
A family.
I'm happy for you but I want you to Suffer.
Suffer the way I did.
