entry #16
i remember the look on your mother's face when we pick her up from the airport last christmas
she was so happy to see you
she hugged you, and picked you cheeks
then she did the same to me
the three of us extremely happy
but this time was different
from the look of her face, to the way she hugged me
it felt like she was trying to comfort me, but also was trying to comfort herself on the hug too
she cried when she saw you
and i cried seeing her
you used to say to me that you only wanted to make you mother cry out of joy
with happy moments
but this time, it was the opposite
and i felt my heart cracking a little bit more.