I submerged myself in my work. Whether it was working for my dad's company, or managing my own. Or even all the work I was doing for my home country or his. Just to make sure that I wouldn't swing back to my depression.
At first, it would be harmless like not eating meals, increasing my training time alone or locking myself in my room and look at Aman's picture and cry for hours nonstop.
Then I stopped sleeping for a whole month. I just wouldn't be able to fall asleep, as much as I tried, because there was no peace. I couldn't hear Aman's soft breaths and his body pressed to mine, like we were one.
To the point of not having any care if what was happening around me. Whether it be work, social gatherings or, just living life. I did not care, and then I met my drugs again through an old "friend", claiming that this is going to make me feel better for a long time.
These drugs were lethal. They made sure that I was destroyed and I was. One more time. And Aman wasn't here to save me.
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Kal Ho Naa Ho Spinoff - Ek Kahaani
RomanceLove. A word that changes everything around you. And this word changed me but I don't know if it's for the best or for the worst.
