werewolf 2 || kang daniel

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it has been 2 days since the death of jungkook, I was tied to my room since the moment they took him away of my embrace

I couldn't get out of my room or do anything. staring blankly at the wall was the only activity I've done in 2 consecutive days

although I've heard about the memorial but I wasn't ready to say goodbye to jungkook

I couldn't imagine a new day will come without him

he has done a lot for me and died before I could do anything for him

I was lonely I needed someone to pat my back and tell me that it wasn't my fault

I've felt suicidal. I've been depressed. I've felt awful

but the one I was waiting for, never showed up

which added the fear of losing him too to my worries

they said that they have sent werewolves for his rescue but none came back and some of them was found dead

the night was sorrowful like the previous one. the amount of tears I've shed wasn't enough to wash away all the sorrow

every time I sniffed and couldn't smell his scent in the palace

our sweet moments displayed before my eyes, when everything was right, when we were watching movies every night together and fall asleep on the couch before the ending

the door cracked and caught my attention

I bursted in tears once I saw daniel

I felt like the half of the weight on my chest vanished and for seconds I was happy

he stepped toward me and sat on bed facing me

I jumped to his embrace quickly and hugged him tightly

" I thought you d.."

he interrupted me " I'm here "

" daniel... I was worried about you.. I needed you.... you can't imagine how many times I've thought about killing myself " I mumbled between my sobs
but he was as cold as ice or maybe colder

he didn't say anything. indeed the werewolf came back, I didn't know if I had to be happy or not but I was sure I needed the human daniel at that moment

he hugged me back but I needed more, I needed words like ' this too shall pass ' ' everything is gonna be ok ' ' you will get over it '

" I know you feel the same although you refused to admit before but you do love him " I said

" ignis " he stroked my hair " I've killed them "

I loosened my grip and looked at him
" I've done it for him and didn't regret it.. but it's my first time killing someone in years.."

I could see the sadness in his eyes

" I don't wanna live like that, and I know neither you want this life " he raised his hand toward me " should we run away from all of this and have a new start ? "

I looked into his eyes and without thinking about anything I grabbed his hand

" you're trusting me again.. thank you I will make sure that taking you to my world this time will be the best decision "

he hugged me quickly burying his chin on my shoulder then dragged me out of the palace

he intertwined his fingers with mine as we walked to the car

" daniel " we heard jeno calling, we turned around to face him

" I'm happy to see you again, you didn't get hurt, I thought you've died since you didn't show up that's why I announced that I'm the new king but since you're here.. "