Komura, Snap Out Of It

I was quiet

     I was ALWAYS the one kid in my school who was quiet. This was why
My first ever murder is what made me quiet. I was scared to open my mouth after that day. Afraid to ever open up.... to my crimes... It all happened on the first day of 3rd grade. I was psychotic, out of my mind. But my first murder, wasn't a student... it was my own mother. I can't remember what happened exactly though. It was like I was mind controlled by an outlook. I loved my mother. And now I'm scared of her. My dad died when I was about 1 years old. Never knew him. I was so quiet. It was scary. My teachers would always try to figure out why I was quiet. They would always call on me. Just so they could hear my rotten voice. I always wrote on a sign and one day they were so worried, that they snapped. They tried to make me use my voice. I was so used of being quiet that I forgot how to talk.

I was always left out of everything. Parties, groups, and everything else.
I ended up SLICING my throat open... I became very pale.