Zelo Writes

Love

I am inexperienced in so many things, I admit. Everyone knows about it. All the things that I missed in chasing after my dream. But of all "those things", love is what stands out among all of them. I am so clueless when it comes to that word, that gives so many unexplainable feelings to most people. I heard that once you felt it, the world around you will seem to be more beautiful that you once thought. That it can give you so many shades of happiness. That you will look forward to seeing that person everyday, that for you she'll be the epitome of perfection. From the way she walks into a room, to the way she stares into your eyes, to the way she gives you that feeling of warmth. I think for me, love is finding that one girl that I will be able to share my precious cherry tomatoes with. Love is forgetting how much I enjoy skateboarding during my free time because I look forward in spending that time with her than enjoying myself on my skateboard in a park. Love is me giving her, her dream Cinderella moment, not with putting her shoes on or tying her shoelaces. But with me lending her one of my favorite pairs of socks, putting it on her feet myself so she will feel warmer during cold winter nights. Love is seeing forever in her eyes. Love is finding rest with just holding her hands.

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Now, my problem will be to tell if I have already met her in the past or am I still unconsciously in search for my other half that will be willing to love all of me including the darkest parts of me. Someone who will understand and not judge those secrets. I hope to find her. I want to find her. I need her.