I dont know about you guys, but im so excited to start the Liam story. Be Kind! Its a very slow start but the next chapter wil be really good, promise! Also the Characters arent entirely set up yet so dont pay any mind just yet! :] Read, Vote, Fan & Comment! -.Xx
“Why are you doing this to me?”
“It’s not like I want to…There’s just something’s I need to straighten out in my life right now and your one of them”
I look down with my hands in my pocket trying to keep back the tears. I seem to be able to sustain them for one last say “…I thought you said you loved me?”
She looks up at me and hugs me and I hug her back and we stay like that for a while until she pulls away and places her hand on my face and brings our foreheads together “… I promise you, this is probably the hardest thing I’ve had to do with my life. I’m sorry”
Was all she kept saying as she grabbed her luggage and walked out the door “I’m sorry”
“Danielle wait… Please” without turning back she turned her head slightly as she was passing the door frame “I’m so sorry” and then she left, with no explanations, no reason, no warning, nothing, She just left and took my heart with her.
“Hey man is Danielle going a trip or something?”
“No Louis, she left. For good”
“What the fuck?” said Niall “What? These types of things don’t just happen talk to us”
“Not right now Harry I’m just going to go for a walk” I said shaking my head as I grabbed my peacoat jacket and scarf and walked out the door and down the street to the park that should clear some things up.
Lenny’s POV
“Why bring me to this park? Our park is the one on the other side of town” I said as I pointed across town “Because I don’t want to ruin any of your memories at that park”
Luke said to me as he looked down, with his hands in his pockets “what do you mean…ruin?” he grabs my hands and sits me down at the park bench across from us “Look..” he begun to say as he ran his fingers through his beautiful dirty blonde hair
“what?”
“This isn’t easy for me to say okay!”
“Just say it then!” I said as the tears begin to fall and he didn’t even say the words yet “I think…I think I should let you go”
he said as he looked back over at me and I place my face in palms this was never supposed to happen…I wipe some tears and look back up at him “why? What did I do wrong?” he scoots over my way and starts to wipe the tears from my face with his thumbs but there’s no use. I can’t stop crying so I slightly turn away and he puts down his elbows on his knees with his hands covering his mouth
“I just think...I don’t feel as if I love you anymore. And I wouldn’t want to lie to you” he said it so coldly but at the same time with such remorse, the pain was agonizing he sat there as if waiting for an okay from the I look away from his face and point the other way, still not looking at him “go”
“what?”
“You heard me, leave. It’s what you do best anyways” he hesitated, as if wondering whether to leave or not, but in the end he got up and walked away and as he did I got up and called his name “Luke”
he turned back without a second of hesitation “yeah?” I took the ring of my finger and threw it at his
“I don’t want anything that ever belonged to you” he picked up the ring from the floor and looked at it for a long time and placed it in his pocket “I’m sorry you feel the way, but my love…it was real. All of it”
as he said those last words he walked away again, but didn’t turn back this time, and left the pieces of my heart spattered among the floor. I sat back on the bench and usually I would be strong enough to get myself home but not this time, it was different, our love was different. So I sat there and occasionally it would al hit me again and I would begin to cry.
Liam’s POV
As I’m walking across the park back and forth I take my hands out of my jeans pockets to my jackets pockets, realizing the sun’s going down, meaning the weather was getting colder. But what I couldn’t seem to understand was how she could just leave? Yesterday we went to the carnival and I bought her a teddy bear and she promised to love me forever and today…she just left. I kept shaking my head trying to get these terrible images out of my mind but they just wouldn’t stop, I must have looked mad to everyone else around me. My feet start aching so I begin to look for a bench to sit on, found one! It was a little awkward at first because there was someone sitting on the bench next the one I sat on, but I didn’t realize she was crying, oh my god she’s crying and shaking. I walked over to the bench in which she sat in and took off my jacket even though it was pretty cold and placed it on her and bent down to the point where my face was low enough to reach hers
“Are you alright? You shouldn’t have come out here with a jacket, it’s getting extremely cold” she looks up and me and hugs the jacket, clearly she was freezing “Thanks”
she said as she wiped her tears “I was beginning to freeze but couldn’t get my feet to move” she laughed a little “I’m Liam” I said as I put out my hand for her to shake and she did
“Lenny” and she got up and gave me back my jacket “thanks, honestly” and as she handed it back I placed it on her again
“You need it more than I do” I said as I smiled at her and placed my hands in my pockets and we began to walk through the park together “So…mind if I ask?”
“For the person who practically saved my life?” She said with a smile “Ask away”
“Why were you crying? I mean are you okay?”
she looked down before answering and then looked at her left hand
“No, not really” she said as she looked back up to me with a weak smile “I actually, um…Just got dumped” I looked back over at her, she didn’t make eye contact with me at any time, especially not as she said that, she just looked down.
“I’m, um, so sorry to hear that”
“it’s not your fault now is it” she said as she placed a loose strand of hair behind her ear and we walked silently for a few more steps before I cleared my throat
“Awkwardly, my girlfriend broke up with me too, today actually” she looked over at me again but making sure that she didn’t make eye contact
“I’m, so sorry to hear. Guess it just not our day” she said as she looked up at the sky and it begun to get cloudy “Maybe I should get home”
she said handing me back my jacket and once again I handed it back to her “Honestly, keep it” “Want me to catch you a cab?”
“No you’ve done more than enough for a stranger” she said as she smiled weakly, “But when can I return it to you?”
“Do you have a phone?”
“Well I’m not a cavewomen” I laughed a little and so did she, I gave her my number and she gave me hers and waved me goodbye and she left me standing there
“Lenny” I whispered to myself and I turned around and walked towards the flat, and caught myself smiling slightly without even noticing.
Lenny’s POV
I closed the jacket and called a cab, in the cab ride home it begun to rain I wonder if Liam had reached his home before it rained.
“Liam” I whispered to myself, I smiled. Once I got home, I took of the jacket and placed it in the closet, tied my hair and begun to look around. This was harder then I had expected I grabbed all the pictures of me and Luke I could possibly find and anything else that I could find that belonged to him, placed it in a bag and threw it in the back of my closet. And then I grabbed my phone and scrolled down my contacts until I reached ‘L’
*Text Sent to Liam* Text: “So when can I return your jacket?” I placed my phone down and made some tea by the time of my return I had a text message awaiting from Liam.
*Text Message Received* Text: How about tomorrow? :) …
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"I want you... & only you ❤" Liam Payne
FanfictionEvery love story has its own peculiar beginning, this one just so happens to begin with nasty break up's and trust issues are a major factor in this new beginning. That is if Lenny's ever ready to tell Liam her secret and if Liams strong enough to h...