FORCED (Jungkook FF)

part 48

After some time ajumma bring food..and sit infront of me.....while i was eating like I didn't get food for years....i feel like im not alone here she is with me to save me..

A: *giggles*...you was really hungry aren't you....

I look up at her nodding while my mouth was full of food...

A: *chuckles* your so cute....

I look at her and she was playing with her fingers?

Y/n: ajumma did you eat...

A: huh yes dear ......

I started to eat again.....she was like she want to ask something but wasn't asking...

Y/n: ajumma you look worried .what is it?

A: I--dear can you give me a favor...

Y/n: yes anything...

A: look I'm living with jungkook for so many years he is a good person..the incident which happen in the kitchen the way he shout on me ...he was just angry ...he is like that when he is angry but after some minutes he come to me and say sorry .......he can't sleep without saying sorry to me...don't think that he is a bad person..

Y/n: but you didn't tell me what favor you want from me?

A: ahh yes....i forget...the thing is jungkook is not opening the door since he had apologized me.he didn't eat dinner he must be hungry...i knocked the door but he said go im busy i know he is not busy....can you take his food to his room maybe he will listen you....go when you finish your food..plz for me...

What?? Noo..

Y/n: ahh o-ok....

A: oh dear thank you so much..

I just smiled at her...

After eating I went towards jungkook room while the food tray was in my hand..........i knock the door while my hands was trembling...i knock the door....

Y/n: h-hey jungkook it's me...plz open the door...

He didn't answer ..

I knock and knock until I gave up and went in the room which was pitch black....

Oh what the fuck.why the hell his room lights are always switched off did he like black that much.....

I some how find the switch and open the lights....

And when i open the lights....my tray fell down from my hands...and i screamed...

Y/n: JUNGKOOK..

He was laying on the floor his body surronded by his blood......

I quickly run towards him leaning behind his back...which was facing  me.....he was looking lifeless.....

I shake his body aggressively... 

I was crying so much .......shouting his name....

Y/n: JUNGKOOK OPEN YOUR EYES PLZ. AJUMMA AJUMMA PLS CALL THE AMBULANCE....

I call ajumma but she didn't came....i shout but she didn't come.....

I run out of the room my hands was full of his blood.....I called emmoa and try to search for her... I try to find a cell phone so that I can call ambulance but I didn't find any..I try to open the exsist door to call someone for help but it was locked and try to open every thing but was locked....My heart was beating badly ...i was a crying mess....I don't wanna lose him I love him...screw this gangster shit ...I love him, I can't live without him.......

I went in his room....and shake his body again....but than suddenly my eyes landed on the paper which was in his hand....i  quickly grab it and read what is in it...It was from jungkook to me......

Jk: y/n,  you think I'm a beast....your right I'm a beast a fucking monster who ruined you...but trust me i loved you more than anything...don't forget me after this .maybe in future when you  will get a better men than me..marry him and when you have a baby boy give him a name jeon jungkook....and yes you will be still mine......I love you so damn much y/n-ah....live happily...

Now i understand how much i love him......i throw the paper aside and grab his shoulder making him face me...and i hugged him tightly..his face was hide in the crock of my neck..and i was hugging him....

Y/n: * crying* *sobbing*...no jungkook I love you more than anything... You are not a beast or monster your my angel .YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THAT...i can't live without you..i love you pls...wake up...

i grab his soft hair in my hand bringing him more close to me....hugging him...not caring about anything...

Y/n: I won't marry anyone except of you......Plz jungkook wake up, im sorry im late ....I've hurt you so much..I've rejected you so many time but it was only you who didn't give up on our love on me ..plz don't leave me like that.....i love you......

I hugged him more tightly....

Jk: ahhh are you planing to really kill me...

What??

Y/n: look jungkook you are in my mind too ...

Jk: hahaha...

I can feel his lips moving on the skin of my neck...

WHATTTTTT?

I quickly pushed him...and take aback....

He is alive...

He look at me.my heart was going to blast and he is laughing...

I started to cry more harder...

Y/n: why you do this....

Jk: just to know you love me or not...you love me damn much...

Y/n: you think its a joke my heart was going to come out of my chest*crying*..and you think its a joke....

I punched his chest...and he groaned...

Jk: ahhh wae.(why)...

Y/n: because of doing this drama...

He look at me while smiling ..the smile which I thought I never going to see again that precious smile.....

And i jumped on him...I hugged him tightly...

Y/n: I hate you...

Jk: is this the way you say i love you than. I hate you so much.....

Y/n: no i hate you more.....

Jk: no i hate you more.....

But than suddenly someone interrupted us...

A: ok you both enough...

I quickly stand up...

Y/n: ajumma you where were you...

A: ask from jungkook...

I look at jungkook and than ajumma...

Y/n: dont tell me you were too in his this plan....

A: yup i was....

Jk: see ajumma loves me more than u...

A: no i love both equally....

I teasingly show my tongue to jungkook...

A: hahah ok you both clean up...

I look at jungkook smiling..and than went in my room to take a shower..