random rantings, writings of feelings.

alone

i push people away without realizing that i'll end up alone,

sometimes i feel like i'm better off that way,

all i do is burn and hurt everyone i love or care about,

i always end up being the person who ruins lives,

i make everyone miserable even when i'm trying my best to make them happy,

my mind is a warzone and i just push everyone away in fear of myself,

i do it to protect them,

to keep them from getting hurt but they still get hurt and i hate it,

i hate myself for hurting them,

that's why i push them away,

so i'm alone.