i push people away without realizing that i'll end up alone,
sometimes i feel like i'm better off that way,
all i do is burn and hurt everyone i love or care about,
i always end up being the person who ruins lives,
i make everyone miserable even when i'm trying my best to make them happy,
my mind is a warzone and i just push everyone away in fear of myself,
i do it to protect them,
to keep them from getting hurt but they still get hurt and i hate it,
i hate myself for hurting them,
that's why i push them away,
so i'm alone.
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