Pain

chapter 1-intro

have you felt of being unloved by your family?

your family who supposted to be the one who always supports, cares and guides you?

have you felt of being all alone?

have you felt of being hated?

well me?

i felt all those words i'ved mentioned .

yung nabibilang mo na ang mga taong nagmamahal sayo.

there were times that whenever i have a problem , my family doesnt comfort me. not even my father , or my mother.

except to my bestfriend whose always here in my side .

a bestfriend who i can lean on .

a best friend who knows all my problems in life

a best friend who always comfort, care , and love me.

hae guys im Gera Bernal im 18 years young haha.i have two siblings.

my dad's name is Vincent Bernal and my mom's name is Ranzielle Bernal.
maraming business ang pinapangalagaan ng parents ko kaya hindi nila ako nabibigyan ng time but bakit sa pagdating sa mga kapatid ko nandyan sila palagi ?

Gera's pov

maaga akong nagising dahil ngayun ang graduation namin. and right now im wondering while lying on my bed kung pupunta ba ang parents ko sa graduation ko.

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kagabi sa dinning table habang kumakain...

"uhm dad , mom graduation ko na po bukas " -ako
"oo alam ko" sabi ni mom
nakita ko ring nag snob si ate claire ang panganay saming mga kapatid

"hon" sabi naman ni dad
"talaga ate ?wow congrats ate ha
sana maging katulad mo rin ako" si Ranzienne
"shut up Ranz" sigaw ni claire
ngumiti nalang ako kay Ranzienne

"we'll try anak" sabi ni daddy
"thank you dad" sabi ko kay daddy

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after 15 minutes ay naligo na ako at tsaka bumaba na para kumain

" yaya asan po si mommy and daddy" ako
"ah iha umalis na kasi pero sabi naman ni sir , pupunta daw sila sa graduaton mo" yaya

i felt sad because i doubt that my parents wont come to my graduation

yun naman ang ugali ni mommy eh ang hindi sumisipot at tsaka inaunder nya si daddy at ito namang si daddy dahil ayaw mawala sakanya si mommy gagawin nya ang sasabihin ni mommy

oh diba ganyan si daddy