I would fake a smile for you
I would force a laugh for you
I would do anything you wanted me to...
I drowned my voice so you couldn't hear my cries
I drowned my feelings and told you lies
I drowned everything while you collide...
With everything I gave up, with everything that died
But I still faked a smile
I won't let you know I'm mentally breaking
I've done this for awhile
I won't let you know I'm sadly suffering
I guess I got used to lying
After all why does it matter if I'm slowly Dying