모두들 내가 가짜 일 때 너와 진짜 일거야. 축 어적으로 당신의 마음에 무엇이 있는지 말하지 않겠습니까?
you know that i'm the only one who's gonna be real with you when everybody's fake as fuck. won't you say what's on your mind, verbatim?
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In which your childhood best friend, Min Yoongi, acts more distant than usual ever since college started.
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"It's not what you think, Yoongi!" (Y/N) yelled, honestly a bit disgusted by Yoongi's assumption. The boy just let out a sarcastic laugh, and crossed his arms, looking at her with his eyebrow raised. He had to admit, his jealousy was getting out of hand, but he couldn't do anything about it.
"Sure. I don't even know who Jimin is, and you stayed there all night. How can I know it isn't what I think it is?" He asked, his usually calm look being replaced by one that confused her. His voice and words showed he was angry, but his eyes reflected a sad and worried light, making the girl feel bad.
"You didn't even tell me you were leaving. Do you have the slightest idea of how worried I was?" The boy yelled loudly, making (Y/N) tear up, overwhelmed by the mix of feelings bottled up inside her.
It wasn't her intention to worry him, but she wasn't happy to be blamed of something she didn't do. She was mad at him, she was sad to hurt him the way she apparently did, still oblivious to why he acted like that every time she was with another guy. She opened her mouth and inhaled air, ready to say something, but she was interrupted by Yoongi's loud sigh.
"You know what? Leave." He said in a soft tone, a bit of his heartbreak being reflected in his voice. He genuinely didn't want her to leave, but he was scared. He always had trouble coping and dealing with feelings, and now, they were really intense. Their intensity grew every second he was around her, and he didn't even know why. He also didn't know how bad he could hurt her if she stayed, with his emotions out of control.
(Y/N) gasped, offended by his words, but mainly hurt to hear that Yoongi didn't want her around. She took her coat and her purse, and stomped to the door of Yoongi's apartment, opening it. "Very well then," She huffed.
"Just don't come back to me when you realize you're empty inside!"
"No danger to that!"
"Good!"
(Y/N) walked out of the apartment, closing the door loudly behind her, and leaning against it, trying to keep her breathing and her tears under control. The exact same scene was happening at the other side of the door, Yoongi trying not to tear up, leaning against the door. He headed to the couch, and sat down, thinking of what the hell he just did. (Y/N) got up, and approached the elevator, pressing the button and waiting for the elevator to arrive.
She looked back at the door.
So did he.
(Y/N) walked to his door, and was about to knock, hesitantly, when Yoongi opened the door. They both looked at each other's teary eyes, and then each other's lips.
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C O N T E N T W A R N I N G S:
Homosexuality.
If you are not comfortable with LGTBQ+ or any BTS members belonging it for any reason, I don't recommend reading this book.
Offensive Language.
If you are not comfortable or you are not mature enough to be able to deal with offensive language, I don't recommend to keep reading.
Sexual Themes.
If you are not comfortable or mature enough for this type of themes, kindly skip the chapter in which it may appear (I'll put a warning at the beginning) or don't read the book.
Mental Illnesses.
Mental illnesses such as social anxiety will appear in this book, so if you're uncomfortable with this or with any BTS member going through it (even though one of them really went through it) I don't recommend to keep reading.
