Bts v x depressed reader

Chapter 1

You were walking down the road from your house to the coffee shop to meet your friend.when you walk in you look for(him/her)."hey y/n". you turn to see your friend.(f/n). You smile and sit in the empty seat."did you hear that the band Bts is coming to our city"(f/n) asked bouncing in her/his seat.you nodded excitedly and squeale in a high pitched voice."what was that for?"(f/n) asked making you turn red in embarrassment."I mean i-I got to finish editing my YouTube video bye "you waved at your friend before quickly walking out.While running you didn't look where you were going and ran into something.or someone.You look up to see a guy that looked like V."omg it is him"you thought while looking at him squeezing internally."excuse me,I'm sorry but can I help you?" V asked."no" you ran the other way.when you got home you found your razor blade"this won't hurt"you whispered bringing it to your arm.