Broken Dipper {COMPLETED}

Nightmares

DIPPER POV

As we walked into the shack I was still terrified from the "nightmare" I had. Why did the monster pull my eyelids open who set him up? Those thoughts went through my mind. 

"I think we should go to bed," Stan said and we all nodded. I didn't want to go to bed. At all. I didn't want to have the same nightmares as I always do each night. I just can't.

 As we all went our separate ways I went to the attic. I crawled in bed hoping to not fall asleep but to my luck I did. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~nightmare~~~~~~~~~'

I was in the shack and I was holding the knife and Ford, Stan, and Mabel was on the floor covered in blood. I had bills eyes. "No," I said and started to back away. "Oh but yes pine tree." Bills evil laugh echoed throughout the dream. I began to scream. As black shadows swallowed me up and started to choke me. Then I was surrounded in bright light. 

~~~~~~~~reality~~~~~~~~~~~~

MABEL POV

We were all awake... Ford, Stan, and me including Wendy and Soos. We were all talking about what happened last night with the Night Monster. I was really worried about Dipper why was he still asleep? 

"I am going to check on Dipper okay?" I told Ford and he nodded. I headed up to the attack and opened the door Dipper was tossing and turning. He had sweat all over him and he was whimpering. 

"DIPPER! WAKE UP!" I shook him. Still nothing. He started to scream now. "DIPPER! GRUNKLE FORD HELP!" I called him hoping he could wake him up. Everyone ran up here and saw Dipper whimpering and screaming. He started to develop a bruise on his neck. "SHIT!" Stan yelled. I ran down and grabbed some ice cold water and poured it on him. He jolted up wide and teary-eyed. 

"WTF MABEL!" Dipper yelled. 

DIPPER POV

"WTF MABEL!" I yelled at her because I was soaked in ice cold water. She knows I hate that. "Sorry, but you were screaming and you started to not breathe. We had to wake you up." I was confused. "What do you mean I started to not breathe. I'm fine." I said trying to reassure her. "Look in the mirror," she told me.

 I raised a brow and did what I was told. But what I saw was terrifying. "WTF!" I yelled because I saw a big blue and black bruise around my neck. "How TF am I alive!" I yelled I was scared. I started to have a panic attack. I was shaking and hyperventilating. It began to be too much and that is when I saw black dots dancing in my vision and I passed out. 

FORD POV

"How TF am I alive!?" Dipper yelled in the mirror. Then he suddenly passed out. "DIPPER!" we all yelled and Stan caught him in time. We set him on his bed and he just was sleeping soundly. We all went downstairs and sat down in the kitchen to talk about what just happened. "So Mabel I have noticed Dipper is different. Do you know anything about that?" I asked Mabel trying to get some answers. 

"um kinda ya." she said, "Well..." hoping to get some answers out of her. "Um ever since the fight against Bill and our parents passing away he has been giving me fake smiles and just not himself. I noticed he has been wearing long sleeves lately but I know dipper dumb enough to cut. I just know that he isn't himself right now but I know he will get better!" Mabel said cheerfully.

 I enjoyed her positivity but I knew something was up with Dipper from the start but I didn't even imagine it being this. Depression? No, he is strong he will get through it. 

DIPPER POV

I was having the usual nightmares I've been having ever since the Bill inside but this time it was different. It felt like home. It felt normal. But I just shook it off and let the dream continue. Suddenly I was awakened with a blinding light of the attic room. I checked the time on the alarm clock set aside next to my bed. "11:30 am" It read. I got up and got dressed and look in the mirror still seeing the black and blue bruise around my neck. It hurt a lot but I will get through it. I deserve the pain anyways. 

I headed downstairs getting a few worried looks. I sat down at the table in the kitchen grabbing some Pitt Cola from the fridge. "What?" I said earning a tiny look from Ford. "Um how are you feeling?" Ford said. "Fine," I responded really not wanting to talk about it. "Can you explain what happened today or yesterday?" he said testing me. "no I'm fine. Why does it matter?" I said blankly. "Because we care about you," Stan said.

 I was getting annoyed now. No one cares about me. Why would they? I am a terrible person. It's my fault my parents are dead and that I am like this. I am weak a baby.

 I just nodded. "Aren't you going to eat something. I mean you haven't eaten anything since we got here." Mabel said. I just looked up at her and sipped my Pitt Cola "I'm fine I'm not hungry." I answered hoping they won't make me. I don't deserve food. I am fat so I shouldn't have it. 

"Dipper please eat something," Stan said with a calming voice. "I am fine," I said walking out the door. 

A/N: I KNOW THIS TOOK TOO LONG TO UPDATE I'VE BEEN A BUSY GIRL. SO YEA....I HOPE I CAN UPDATE MORE FOR YOU GUYS BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA OF THIS STORY. I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT ONE MY LOVES!