Dear god my life is crashing down.
I just need to summarize some shit for myself in this page so you can go skip or something. I'll try to summarize shit without pulling my hair out and losing my fucking mind.
Okay.
I may or may not claim as genderfluid or a transboy.
And if I do claim as one of these, then there will be major issues if I come out to my family. I questioned my gender before. I never thought it would affect me in the future.
( Edit : Already starting to lose it again :/ )
I also might be one of the three, bisexual, pansexual, or gay.
Same problem that will most likely happen. I mentioned it in the 1st one.
But that's life apparently. Fuck life.
I would also like to state that please call me by the following pronouns : (She?)/He/They. This is just for now because I haven't got my mind made up yet. I'm not sure how I feel about being called a she again.
+If I try to get a short haircut they're going to ask "Why would you want a short haircut, you're going to look like a boy" and I can't just say nothing. What do you guys suggest that I'll say?
++Surgeries will cost alot and I'll pay them myself in the future. ( Top surgery, T etc. ) I'm not sure about T though.
