step 1 - he's nice to you sometimes, so just stick around for that.
step 2 - don't talk about how you feel. he doesn't take you seriously and will just laugh at you.
step 3 - he doesn't mind leaving you because he's not scared of dropping you, but to you he's everything.
step 4 - you're trapped. welcome to hell. nothing you say matters.
step 5 - accept that you're a secret he doesn't want anyone to see.
step 6 - sob countless times a day and tell no one.
step 7 - one day you'll break him, but until then you put up with his feelings and try not to think about death.
