Finally Falling

Chapter 37

Marcel's POV

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3 days.

3 days since I've hanged out with Louis.

He was always busy and always with Sam and would never tell me what he was doing. I hope their not..doing things. No, Sam would never do that to me. But I couldn't help but think about what they were doing while they were 'painting'. Was Louis cheating on me? Or am I just overthinking everything? All I know is that I miss Louis. If he is cheating I would be heartbroken, absolutely devastated.

" Hey Marcel, can I talk to you?"

I looked up from my book and snorted.

" No you can't talk to me Eleanor now leave."

" I think you'll want to see this though." Eleanor said as she passed a photo right in front of me. I couldn't stop staring at it. I couldn't believe it. There he was kissing Sam, in our special place.

" How did you...when.." I couldn't even form a sentence. My heart was breaking and it hurt bad.

" I'm sorry Marcel. I was with my friends and we saw everything. It wasn't just a peck either, it was a full on make out session and I thought you deserved to know."

" You're lying." I clench my jaw and balled my fists, trying not to cry in front of her.

" How can I be lying about this? The proof is right here." She replied as she waved the photo in my face.

" Photoshop?"

" Come on. You really think I'm that skilled with computers?"

She was right. Louis cheated. I couldn't believe it.

I got up and put my book away because I knew that I was going to cry any minute now. I walked out the library as soon as I could and ran into the bathroom and balled my eyes out. I trusted them both, how could they do this to me? The tears were flowing as I sat on the toilet seat in one of the stalls.

" Hello? Excuse me I have to take a shit!" a random voice shouted from behind the stall.

" Go take a shit in your mothers mouth you bitch! This stall is occupied!" I yelled back.

I grabbed some toilet paper and blew my nose, before getting up. I need to talk to Louis. I need to know the truth. Before I could make my way out, two voices that were familiar made their way into the bathroom.

" Marcel is going to be so surprised."

I peak through the slit of the stall and see Louis and Zayn by the urinals.

" This is so major! And he still doesn't know?"

" Are you kidding? He can't know about this yet. I need to tell him at the right time."

" How do you think he'll react?"

" He'll probably cry or something."

" What about Niall?"

" Oh he's cool with me being with Sam."

" Alright Lou I got to go."

I watched Zayn leave and I took the chance to talk to Louis.

" Marcel? How long have you been standing there?" Louis asked as I emerged.

" Long enough." I reply.

" Why are your eyes red? Have you been crying? What happened?"He tried to touch my face but I moved it away. Louis dropped his hand down to his side and looked up at me with a confused look.

" Louis, I need to know. Where are you going everyday with Sam?"

" What? We go to paint..."

" Your such a liar! I know you are Louis!" I shout.

" But-"

" Your cheating on me aren't you?How could you Louis!"

" What!! I would never do that to you love." He tries once again to touch my cheek but I smacked his hand away.

" You did! And with Sam? Really? My best friend? I trusted you Louis! I thought we had something special. And to think I had fallen in l-" I stopped before I could let the words come out.

" Fallen in what Marcel?" I looked into his eyes. Wait, were those tears?

" It doesn't matter. I'm done. Don't come over. Don't call. Don't text. Just leave me alone." I tried to walk away but I felt him grab my arm. I saw a tear fall from his beautiful blue eyes and I yanked my arm away.

" Marcel please..you don't understand." He whispered.

" Then explain it to me Lou! Tell me where your going!"

Louis looked down and shook his head.

" I-I can't but please baby don't leave me. It's not what you think."

" I can't do this anymore. All the hiding and constant hate is killing me. Goodbye Louis."

Then I left, leaving him standing there with tears flowing from his eyes.

Louis' POV

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The road was blurry as I felt my tears fall. I've never felt so heartbroken. I was supposed to pick up the ring today. After 3 days we finally found the perfect gift. It was a silver ring with each other's name in graved in the inside. I was going to take him to a romantic place and ask him but now he hates me. He thinks I'm cheating on him with Sam! Why would he think that? I stopped at a red light and ran my fingers through my hair. Marcel was the only person I've ever loved and it scared me. I didn't think I was capable of that, but he is all I think about. He's the first person I think of when I wake up and the last person when I go to bed. He was my drug and I was addicted. I just had to mess it up though. Why couldn't I just tell him what I was actually doing? Then I wouldn't have lost him.

I made my way into the house and placed my shoes at the door.

" Looks like somebodies upset." Michael smirked.

" Not in the mood." I reply as I made my way to the kitchen and opened the fridge.

" What? Did the fag nerd break up with you?"

" Did someone shove something up your ass because your being really fucking annoying." I glare as I search the nearly empty fridge.

" What did you say?" Michael asked as he made his way toward me.

" Did someone shove something up your ass because-"

Smack

" Don't you ever talk to me like that you fucking bitch you hear me? You need to learn respect. Today's the day I teach you."

He grabbed my collar and dragged me over to one of our guest rooms.

" I've been wanting to do this for a long time." I watched him unbutton his jeans and my eyes went wide. I began to fight but he smacked me again and brought my face close to his.

" The less you fight then the less it will hurt." And he ended it with a kiss. I pushed him away and he smirked.

" Mmmm I like feisty."

I felt myself being thrown into the bed, his large body already on top of me, pinning my arms down to prevent escape.

" Help!! Somebody help!!!" I screamed. It was no use, my yelling only echoed through the big house. Nobody would hear me, nobody would save me. Michael quickly undressed me, leaving me in only my gray compression shorts. He then flipped me over and smacked my ass hard. I let out a hiss and he chuckled.

" Fuck I love your ass Louis, I can't wait to see how tight it is." Michael growled as he yanked down my boxers.