Miracles In December; Oh Sehun

Chapter 1 - Miracle comes true

24 December 2019

Sehun's 'birthday'

Finally I could get the fresh air in my lungs. The smell of alcohol made me dizzy and I wasn't actually used to spend my time in pubs, but thanks to my friends, I was forced to come here to celebrate my 25th birthday together. Pubs aren't places were doctors is used to be.

I was standing in front of the exit of the bar, and the view was right before me. The December cold was freezing my nose and hands. Snowflakes were falling from the sky and embraced the whole Seoul and made the city look like a crystal. The reflection of the moonlight made the ocean sparkle and all the lights from the streets seemed beautiful. It made me realize how pretty Seoul actually was. The view was like a medicine to my aching head.

Today was my first birthday without Ji-su since the day we met. It has been a whole year since that day. I've been searching the universe for a year now and I won't stop until I find her. I won't let go, even the smallest memory. Our love story won't fade away. I'm going to find her someday. No matter how, where and when, but I will see Ji-su one more time and I can go to the end of nowhere if I'm going to see her.

The reason of why I loved Seoul so much was that it reminded me of Ji-su's beauty, especially during the winter. Her smile was as bright as the crystal snow. It was christmas day and she loved christmas. Everyone was happy now but I was alone tonight.

The lyrics of the song which belonged to us, was in my head; (song in the media)

"I try to find you
Who I can't see
I try to hear you
Who I can't hear

Then I started to see things I couldn't see
Hear things I couldn't hear
Because after you left
I received a power I didn't have before

The one thing I can't do
Is bring you to me
I wish I didn't have
This useless power anymore"

EXO - Miracles In December

I think I was high, I don't really remember what'd happen in there and I don't know if I drank enough to get drunk. Then, in the middle of my thoughts, a familiar voice was heard from the back and I turned around.

-Balli (빨리) Sehun-ah, come back, the party isn't over yet!

I could see Baekhyun shouting from the table we was sitting and I just realised that it was totally a mess. The whole gang was sitting around the table and clinking and shooting glasses. The empty wine-bottles were all over the table. I could hear their laughter. I started to smile and was like; is this really a "birthday party"? But the hyungs seemed to be happy so I was satisfied and decided to turn back in.

Suddenly I stopped when I saw a girl sitting and crying alone around the corner and the smile faded away.

She was wearing black shorts and an oversized black hoodie with zip but the zipper wasn't closed. I couldn't really see her face 'cause the half of the face was covered with the hood and it was pretty dark outside as well. She was young. I thought she was around her twenties. The fact that she was really skinny and tiny got my attention. Why seemed she to be so familiar, as if I knew her from the past. The young girl had a phone which she was holding with her both hands and I was thinking that the call she got made her cry. I was curious about the reason and decided to approach her, maybe I could help her by any chance. As more I approached as more I could see of her face. The moment she lifted up her head when she noticed me, I clearly could see the face now but it was totally unfamiliar. Then our eyes met and she started to speak;

-What do you want? she asked.

As I heard her voice I couldn't believe.

The mixed feeling of happiness, gratefulness and shock was tighten my heart and I could barely breathe, my lungs were burning. But especially the feeling of missing and yearning.. This moment made me born one more time and got me feel alive. I'm thankful, I'm thankful to god who made this miracle come true. This moment was the definition of what people was calling the miracle in december. Maybe it was not her face, but it was her eyes and voice. I was sure. She was sitting in front of me, alive.

···

Interesting?

This is my first work and I really put a lot of effort to make it as good as possible to succeed in touching your heart with my words and all the emotion. All I want from you is to vote to pay off my effort. I will make sure to write even better chapters in the future so please look forward. In the next chapter you will get to know what'd happen 'that day' and how Ji-su 'died' so the next chapter will probably be a bit longer than this. I'm planning on update once a week but I don't want to promise.

Anyways, hope you enjoyed.

anyeooong!