The boy that saved me

Part 2

Im Bea Im 12 years old at the time I have severe depression especially in the winter and school doesn't help right now I'm in seventh grade I have a huge crush on this kid let's call him Kyle (k) he's tall he plays football he smells good and he's in my English class last period one big problem Meg used to like him and now she hates me for liking him she thinks he's the stupidest person ever but I told my friends anyway Kate was ok with it but she expressed I had no chance with him Linda and Meg weren't very happy with me at all they started planning on telling Kyle and Ally being the nosy person she was overheard that I liked him so they all told Jill who hated me before all this non sense for no reason a few weeks passed and Kate is being weird she doesn't talk to me anymore and Jill Linda and Meg have gotten oddly close every day continued the way it is the way it's always been I saw Kyle everyday and at this point I had no one to talk to a few more weeks passed and i went across the street to Kate's house
Buzz
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Her phone won't stop vibrating finally when she walks out I look at the notifications
"@jillsinstagram to mission Bea groupchat"
They had a groupchat about me Kate came back and I confronted her
"Hey Kate whats that groupchat"
"Oh it's nothing"
She texted them and told them I asked the groupchat had Kate Jill Linda Ally and Meg in it she told them I asked and they said to add me if I wanted to fight
Buzz
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My phone starts going off and I know it's that groupchat so I text it hi
Meg:Ew who added her
Jill:oh look it's the fat ass
Meg:yeah maybe she should go stuff a donut down her throat
Me:I don't like them
Meg:yeah right you eat anything you can
Jill:yeah that's why Kyle will never like her she's too fat

At this point the groupchat was hurting to much so I left it later on I found out they kept trash talking me when a left and the new name was "Bea is a fat ass 🍩" it hurt I was affected but life went on the next day at school we went outside to the field Kyle was playing football i was with Linda Meg and Kate even though they hated me and all of a sudden I hear "are we gonna do it" "duh" so I sat in the grass and they walked off soon I noticed they were walking up to Kyle I got worried they talked to him and the day continued I went to English and he started giving me a look i went home and texted Kate "hey what happened outside today" she told me it was their plan to ruin my life they told Kyle i liked him so he could hurt me they made up lies and told him them they told him things like i was obsessed with him and all I did was eat donuts to this day Meg has my name in her phone with a donut and it hurts after that day when Kate told me what they had said I fell into this weird phase for the first time ever I wanted to die I didn't want to be in the life I was in i had no friends and school was like a one sided war zone for me shortly after that day the whole school knew I liked Kyle his friends gave me look the school spread rumors