Chocolate Candy

Confession Time

I just stared Malaysia in the face before looking at the little girl. The more I look at her I'm starting to believe that she's mines. Malaysia didn't want me knowing about her which is why she left me. I followed her inside until we were in the kitchen. She asked if I was hungry and that afterwards we'll talk. I watched as she made my plate and brought me some kool-aid. I just want to understand why she didn't tell me I have a daughter. The second she starts lying I'm going clean the fuck off. I want the real reason and not some bullshitting ass excuse. After we had finished eating we headed into the living room to talk.

As we set down in the living room I couldn't stop staring at her beauty. Her inner beauty is what had drawn me to her in the first place. My mind started going down memory lane to the day we met.

January 9, 2009

I had just started my first day at Cabrillo High School. I was standing in this long ass line to get my class schedule. I turned around when I heard some girls laughing, when I saw her I was mesmerizing. The line couldn't move any slower and this one chick kept looking at me funny. As I saw her approach me, I quickly turn around putting my beats headphones on. I felt a tap on my shoulder so I politely turn around. As soon as she asked for my number I decline her ass. How the fuck do you ask for my number when you was just locking lips with some dude? I rejected her and left after finally getting my schedule. Half way through calculus bc I saw the same girl and her friend from earlier. She walked towards me and asked if I wanted to join her and her friend for lunch. I was happy that it was her and not that creepy ass raccoon girl with the loud makeup on. From that day we became really good friends but as time passed my feelings wanted more then that.

I looked over at Malaysia asking her why did she keep me from our daughter. She kept quite for awhile before telling me that she wanted me to pursue my dream, she wanted me to follow my dream without distractions. I told her that she was my dream the entire time. I know that may sound cliche but it's true. Why do you think that I tried for months to have my first date with her? Once I saw it from her point of view I wasn't that mad. She should have told me so we could've worked it out together. She told me that I can spend time with Nyla whenever I want. We decided that the first three and a half days she stay home. Then I'll keep her until Sunday. I told her that I found a penthouse about 45 minutes to an hour from her. That way it's easier for us to rotate with Nyla. I stayed an extra two hours before leaving to start shopping for Nyla's bedroom

I asked Malaysia what size does Nyla wear in clothes and shoes so I can go shop for her wardrobe. I gave my baby girl a hug and kiss before leaving to go run some errands. As I was driving towards the mall I got a call about a video meeting at 6 pm. It was only 11:15 so that gave me plenty of time get her things.

I made it home just in time to start on her room before it was time for the video meeting. The meeting was so damn long it lasted close to three hours. Just when I thought it was over Marcus mentions about an incident with Niecy. He mention that she has showed up to work four hours late again.

He said that she told him she was late because she couldn't find a babysitter for her kids. That made no sense because I told her the office has a daycare. That way her kids can be looked after while shes working. I'm gonna have a talk with her, because she knows how I feel about my employees being late consistently. Unless they have a good reason I let it pass with a warning. I don't understand why she's always late when she has good work benefits and gets pay well. I told Marcus that tomorrow I would have a talk with her when I get there. Once we finished up the conversation I had order take out. I had shower before the food got here so I can just eat while relaxing.

My ass was late to work again fucking around with Brian this morning. I told him I cant keep showing up to work late or I'll get fired. I'm getting paid good ass money which is enough to take care of our kids and such. I couldn't afford to loose this job because he wants to fuck several rounds. Then when I got to work Marcus and Malika was giving me dirty looks as usual. I ignored they ass as I walked over to my desk. I started looking through the files that was sent to me before sending them to Mr Kline and Mr Brown. As I was sending the files over I was getting pissed because Marcus and Malika was looking at me while laughing. I'm gonna have to calm down before I start snatching a motherfucker by the neck. Lunch time came so I left to go get a steak burrito from Chipotle before heading back to the office. They ass gets on my nerves always be running they fucking mouth instead of minding their business. While they wanna snitch I can tell Mr Hendry how Marcus be fucking Malika in his office. Knowing that he caught they ass the last time and gave them a warning. If I get fired they ass going down too, got me fucked up.