A/N Alright so I just basically start off most of my stories without telling you where they are so just to clarify. Kai is in his prison. For the people who've seen the series, you know what that is. And if you haven't well sucks to be you😋 Naw but you don't really need the setting. Also slight mdlb since I am kinda dominate. Alright that's all I need to say✌ Kai Parker( My smol bean)
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"Hey Kai," she asked curiosity in her tone. "Hmmm" he said as he looked up from his comic book. "Have you ever had sex?" She asked with a smirk. "What's that?" Kai asked curious. "Seriously?!" She said as she laughed. What?" He snapped with a frown, but she continued laughing. "Look I'm sorry that I had to hide from my family to not get beaten or allowed an education because I was an abomination" he said with glossy eyes. She immediately stopped laughing a frown on her face. "Kai--" she started getting up from the couch, but before she could continue Kai got up from the couch in a hurry and rushed to his room. "Kai!" She said as she rushed after him. "Kai! Open the door! Kai!" She said knocking rapidly in his door. Kai whimpered. "Kai! Please open the door!" She said worried, she remembered of Kai's self inflicted injuries and was afraid he was hurting himself. "Kai open the door or else I will leave!" Although Kai was angry at her for making fun of him, that quickly turned into fear. He hated being alone and he knew that if he was alone all his nightmares will come back . He also knew he would miss her terribly and would become depressed with out her presence there. She made everything better. So Kai quickly rushed up to the the door and unlocked it only to rush back into his corner. He brought his knees up to his chest and placed his head between his legs, sniffles and whimpers leaving his mouth. When she heard him unlock the door she quickly came inside. When she saw Kai curled up, and hearing his heartbreaking whimpers leave his mouth she quickly rushed over. "Kai?" She said softly. "Kai please look at me." She said as she lifted his head by grabbing his chin gently and facing him towards her. His tear stained face made her stomach drop. His brown eyes where filled with tears his nose slightly red and his bottom lip was quivering. " oh baby, I'm sorry for laughing. I didn't mean to make you cry. It was very mean of me." She said as she cradled his face in her hands, him leaning into her touch. "Y-y-you s-s-sa-said y-you we-were go-goin-oing to l-lea-leave m-m-me!" He whimper tears again filling his eyes as he latched onto her. He landed on her lap his arms and legs tightly wrapped around her and he closed his eyes and nuzzled his head into her neck. "I'm sorry baby. I just got scared," she told him as she wrapped her arms around him," I didn't want you to hurt yourself. I promise I will never ever leave you," she told him as she rubbed soothing circles into his back. They stayed in that position for some time. Every time he would whimper she would whisper words of reassurance in his ear, promising she wasn't leaving and apologizing. After some time she could feel him relax into her hold, however he still held tightly onto her shirt, and his gentle breath slowing down and hitting her neck. As she moved them to the bed, the sudden movement cause Kai to become startled and he whimpered thinking she was leaving him. "Sssh baby, I'm here. I'm here, go back to sleep my love," she cooed at him, humming a lullaby. She quickly got into bed, placing him on her so that he was between her legs with his head on her chest. He quickly wrapped his arms against her waist as she ran her fingers through his hair. Her smooth movements on his head and her hypnotic humming sending him off ,once again, to sleep.
The Next Morning The sunlight shined through the window, it's light showing little particles of dust flying around. The sunshine's glare hit Kai in,the face. He tried to forget it and cuddle more into the pillow. When he realized, a pillow?! His brow eyes flew open before quickly shutting his eyes from the glare. As he adjusted to the morning light, taking in his surroundings, he suddenly stood up. Where was Rachel? His breath quickened,his bottom lip quivering, and his eyes turning glassy. Did she leave? He thought, whimpering slightly. Did she leave because he doesn't know what sex is? Shuddering sobs started coming out of his mouth, tears leaking from his puppy eyes. His pulse quickened before he felt his lungs tightened. He couldn't breath. He realized, I'm having a panic attack. For some reason that realization made him panic more. He tried counting to ten but that didn't work, that caused more panic. Suddenly the door opened "Baby I cooked you breakfast an- Kai!" Rachel said a smile adorning her face before Kai's teary eyed and turning slightly purple face came into her view. With worry on her face, she ran to Kai and quickly crouched in front of him. "Hey hey focus on me", she told him her blue eyes gazing into his brown ones as she grasped his shaking hands in her own. "Come on in," she told him as he copied her,"and out. In and out." The tightening in his lungs loosened a little, however the panic attack did not stop "Shit," Rachel cussed out before realization shown on her face. She quickly ,but gently, grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him. His breath hitched and was still. He then melted into the kiss moving his lip hesitantly against her own. Rachel touched her tongue with his, her actions sending shivers of pleasure throughout his body. She bit his bottom lip and pulled away. Kai started whining for more not wanting to stop and puckered his lips. "Now baby. We'll do more of that later on if your a good boy. Are you feeling okay? Why did you have a panic attack?" She told him with a smirk before it was replaced by a concerned face. The bright smile on his face was wiped away, when he thought about his panic attack and why it happened. His hands were clammy, his breath quickening, as he grabbed onto Rachel's shirt and looked at her, the panic clear in his eyes. " Rachel, please don't leave me because I-i- don't-t kno-ow any-anything about s-sex. I-I'll le-ear-n an-and do any-anything, b-but ple-please do-don't l-leave m-me!," Tears ran down his face, his shoulder moving up and down quickly as shudders took over his body, whimpers and sobs leaving his mouth. Rachel placed him on her lap again, worried that he'll get another panic attack. He nestled his face more into her neck, sobs raching his body. Rachel started to gently sooth him as one of her hands ran up and down his arm the other hand rubbing circles into his back as she made shushing noise, " hey, hey, hey, it's alright baby boy, come on breath in and out, match my breathing. She exaggerated her breathing as Kai focused on his breathing to match hers. Kai slowly calmed down, occasional hiccups and shudders leaving his mouth," you alright baby, are you good? Good. Okay then," she gently caressed his cheeks as she lifted his chin to be at eye level with her, Kai having a light pout on his lips as he leaned more into her hand, " I am not going to leave, okay.
