Dear Anonymous,
I wish I was better at acting. I'm pretty fucking good but people I really care about seem to look right though me. They don't help very much most of the time. In fact, most people ignore me. But that's okay, I wouldn't pay attention to someone like me either.
I really wish I was better at acting. I need to learn how to treat my feelings like they can be bent and manipulated to my own will.
I really really fucking wish I was better at acting. Because it hurts more when I feel like you actually care. I feel like you care about me and I don't want you to leave like everyone else does.
God fucking damn it I wish I was good at acting. I just don't want anyone to worry. I'm sorry for upsetting you. It's not your fault. I just wanted to be happy.
I love you, I'm crying because I'll miss you.
