Every day I just make mistakes that are either embarressing or just ones that just can ruin anyone's life. This week I just confesed my love to a girl i liked for awhile now and she said some really nasty things so I walked away crying. I went to my favorite spot at the school campus the school Oak tree. Once again I told myself I just made another mistake in my life. About two minutes went by and my phone buzzed , It was a facebook status and when I clicked on the icon i saw a video of me and my best friend at the halloween party and it was the girl I asked out was recording. At the party we were playing truth and dare , I was dared to kiss anybody who was playing and just another mistake I kissed my friend. he thought I was doing it to make a joke or something but I was serious i liked him too. This was horrible the posts people posted were just aweful , I ran home ditching the rest of school and I locked myself In my room for hours. My mom thought I never came home and with this I had a advantige to end my pitiful life here and now. As she left the house to go look for me I ran to the kitchen and grabed a small knife then ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I put the knife to my wrist and dug three cuts across the main artery and just sat in the bathtub waiting to die till i heard my phone buzz. It was her the girl I asked out earlier that day. She said "I'm really sorry i took off the video from facebook my friend took my phone and posted it also sorry for overreacted but I will go out with you because I like you to, can you pick me up at eight". I realized I justed made my worst and final mistake as I wrote "sorry' on the bathroom wall.
