don't tell me you know what its like until you live my life. you don't wake up in the middle of the night worried if you can control the urge to cut. don't tell me you know what its like if you haven't been through the things that i have gone through. you don't know what its like to favor the razor over your own safety. the deeper it goes the better things get for the moment. you look at my scars and feel sad. imagine what its like inside my head. you couldn't handle it. one night in my mind and you would be gone.
