This book wasn't made to talk bad about Jahseh's or his death in no way , shape or form . 😔
This book is just my way of paying my respects to him . 😢
Also not any of this in this story is true . Yes Jahseh has died unfortunately , and yes his music will always live on , and he will always be remembered as the Legend that he is .
I just wanted to make this book because , I felt like this would be a good idea .
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The impact your music has made not only on me but on a bunch of other teens and young adults is amazing . Your music has helped people get through there depression and toughest times of their life , letting them know how you can relate to feeling alone , feeling like no on understands them , also letting them know that their not alone that , if they need to talk about their problems let that out don't keep it in . Your music was like a shoulder to lean on for happiness . You were so young , and your death upsets me till this day . You were also very talented , knew how to go any direction of the beat that would make your song just be replaying in our head . You made those songs like "Take a Step Back" and "Off The Wall" that would get us hype dancing in a good mood . Then you could make a song like "Orlando" or "Ayala" about your situation with your ex , and how heart broken and lost you were . You could also make a bomb ass freestyle like "Up Like An Insomniac" . You would always talk about your death "if I die" , "when I die" etc . I can't help but think , you predicted your death , especially after listening to "TrainFood" and finding out the meaning . It's still really shocking waking up every morning knowing your gone and your not on this earth to make your music , show off your goofy personality on Instagram and make all of our days , and just knowing that soon there will be no more new music . We will just have to hold on to the old music for memories . Your music will always live on in our hearts and minds . You are extremely missed and I already said this but I just can't believe you are gone . You were trying to change from your old ways . You started a foundation called "Helping Hand" made a hashtag . The day of your death I was casually laying down on Instagram . I just saw a video of you laying in a car lifeless . I was shocked I didn't know if this was for a music video or it was real . Then my explore page was just filled with edits , funny videos , pictures and the same video of you lifeless saying R.I.P XxxTentacion . I was speechless . I hade a feeling this was a fake , maybe Jahseh was making a music video , maybe he faked his death I didn't see any blood . Then I went and started searching and it was confirmed that he was dead . He was murdered and found in the car with no pulse . I knew deep down in my heart that he could've survived. Instead of just standing there and recording they could've called a ambulance right away . I know Jahseh's strong . He's a fighter , he could've survived . But it saddens me that he died before I could ever go to one of his concerts , or seen a new video of him doing that funny dance he does all the time , see him playing with Sora , see how good of a dad he was gonna be to Gekyume , seeing his relationship grow with Jenesis , just see his face knowing that he is ok and he is here to stay , seeing those lives he makes giving a meaningful speech . At the end of his lives he always says "Stay Positive" to let us know no matter the situation STAY POSITIVE and always be productive . There is way more I would like to say but that would probably be a hole book .
