Beatriz Lily Black a hp love story

RoR

I was still running Through the halls thinking to myself I need to hide I need to hide  over and over again I sprinted up the stairs to i swear the topmost floor and started pacing having that thought going around in my head i closed my eyes to stop me from freaking out more but when I did I heard something and my eyes shot open and as a reflex I whipped my wand out but I saw nothing only a door I can't remember being there at all before

I opened the door and saw this pretty room with a hammock and Gryffindor hangings it also has the most beautiful bathroom ever I also saw books and ink and parchment, a mirror and surprisingly all of my stuff

I walked over to a couch that I found in there and slowly sat down staring in awe at the room i quickly grabbed a pen ink parchment and a book I found a spell that could make a book from parchment so I waved saved my wand and after a few tries it worked

i designed a front cover which was simply leather with pretty patterns on it and an enchantment so only I could open it I write on the third page in and I wrote: sometimes I just need to let it out so I laugh because I feel like to cry would be to make myself weak and abandon the walls I have built up over the years I also feel that when I am crying I have no reason to cry that I just need to get over myself . now the only reason I am writing this is because I got a letter from lucius Malfoy saying I have to go back and live with him and i know he will use the cruciatus curse I used to be strong enough to endure it and fight back but now I don't think I am and I also wrote this because of one thing I am so ashamed of............... I am crying .

i signed my name at the bottom this was now my diary and nobody was to ever find out about it.

I got my Pointe shoes out from my trunk and practiced I did my dance that I made up my self until I had totally calmed down

I looked at the time it was 12.30am oh last past midnight I crawled into the bed that I had thought of instead of a hammock because I hate hammocks and after a while I fell asleep.....in the room of requirement

I'm sorry this is a really short chapter just a filler