For Once

II | For Once

James In MM

Anaya Pov

I grabbed the girls carrier and made my way into the house. Everyone was here just waiting on me. I knocked on the door. It swung open to reveal Anijah. She smiled and just walked away. She was probably the only one that was a little nice to me. I know she sees me struggling with the girls and their bag. As I walked into the living room it got quiet and I saw a very handsome man talking with my family. We made eye contact and I almost drop the girls bag.

"Oh let me help you." The mystery guy said. He grabbed the bag as I sat down the carriers.
"I'm James Gray a friend of your families." He said reaching his hand out for me to shake.

" Anaya Cooper the youngest of the Klan." I said shaking his hand.

" well since you were late Anaya we started family Game night without you dinner will be ready in about an hour how about you bring my grand babies over here" My mom Anika said, holding her arms out. I sat down on the couch beside her and started to unbuckle, Kennedy handing her to my mom.

"So how old are you, what do you do."James asked me as he sat beside Anijah.

" she is a teen mom in college, so her life is pretty much over." Anna said as she grabbed his arm. That's what caught my attention not her words. She was engaged to Samuel Von. She seems to be all over, him.

" actually I'm going to college to become and oncologist."I said while grabbing Kendrea. I looked at Anna and she rolled her eyes as she rub his arm. I looked at Anijah and she seemed to be upset. Anijah was always the younger sister that followed her older siblings like there was no tomorrow. She always just tagged along when they would harass me, but when we where alone she was nice and would always talk to me. Anna bullies Anijah into being just like her. Believe it or not Anijah was big as a child just like me. But as we got older Anna would pick at her and at the age of nine she went on a diet. Now she skinny and just like Anna but that's not who she wants to be.

" Anijah why don't take James here to the, table while Anna and I set up the table" My mom said as she grabbed Anna's arm. I get it James was supposed to be Anijah date they are trying to set her up, like they always do. When are they going to figure it out she's gay. I've know that since high school.

" so have you found out why your baby daddy left you" My brother Ahmad said laughing.

" well seeing as you have 4 kids and you're not even 30, I wouldn't worry about my baby daddy when you have 4 different baby mamas, and by the way Kelly says hi" After I said that last part I got up with the girls in my arms.  I know that last part hurt, Kelly was the only girl he loved and she had his first baby mama. She left him after she found out he cheated. He has never been the same sleeping around getting women pregnant and abusing them.

" What the fuck did you say." Ahmad said jumping up. He was all in my face,gripping my chin.

" Ayee Ahmad chill let her go."Anthony said as he and my father stood up.

" This whore thinks she can disrespect me and get away with it" Ahmad said as he looked in my eyes. Old memories started to come back up and I wanted them to go away.

" let go of me you bastard" I said lowly but deadly as I held the girls a little tighter.Then I snatched my chin away. Out of all my siblings I hated Ahmad the most, he was abusive and a rapists. He stared molesting me when I was 12. As I got older it turned into sex, he was always aggressive with me, outside of sex. But when he would have sex with me he was gentle not mean, but I still never wanted it. I remember the day my mom caught him.

FlashBack

" I love you so much Naya, you feel so good" Ahmad moaned as he thrusted into me. This had been going on for years that I learned how to stop, fighting and just take it.

" say it back Anaya" Ahmad said as he gripped my chin making me look him in the eye. I looked at him and closed my eyes.

" I love you, Ahmad" I said as tears came down my eyes. He always tied my arms so I wouldn't hit him or push him off. He kept thrusting when I looked over his shoulder I saw my mom, she looked in my eyes as I cried. I was begging her to help me but she just closed the door.

" I going to cum" Ahmad whispered in my eye as he came inside me. He laid on top of me.

" please untie me Ahmad I want to go to my room please" I cried as he kissed my neck. He could go for so long and I just wanted it to stop so I could go take a shower and scrub the dirt off my body.

" remember I love you Anaya and you will always be mine" Ahmad said as he untied me. My mom never said, a word to me she just let me eat my hurt away let it keep happening in the east end of the house in one of the guest room. Once I finally got the courage to tell her she, told me I had to sacrifice my pain for Ahmad and that he needed to use me to keep himself alive. I couldn't believe she would do that to me. Turns out she gave him condoms so he wouldn't get me pregnant. They talked about it together as if it was a regular thing. It showed me once again that she had more love for them than me. Some one else in the house knew what I was going through because, when I would go back to my room, a warm bath water was ran and a note " I understand it gets better" -A.
Hard to find out which sister or mother it was from seeing as we all have, the same letter for our first name.

FlashBack Over

"LET GO OF ME YOU BASTARD" I screamed as I used all my force with the one arm I had to push, him away from me. He stumbled back and flipped over the table. I'm guessing everyone heard the crash,because everyone came running in.

" What's going on"My mother said as she rushed in. I was already putting the girls in their car seats.

" what the hell" Anna said as she saw Ahmad on the floor along with all the games we had laid on the table. She looked at me and so did mom. They all looked at me as if I was the problem.

" what did you do Anaya" My mom accused me.

" you out of all people know I didn't do anything wrong, damnit I never do anything wrong all I do is try to make you proud but that never will happen huh?." I said as I picked up their carrier. I headed towards the door.

" wait Anaya I know what you're going threw and it will get easier" She said as I walked out. I looked back at and saw the same look in her eyes that I had.

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Do y'all want to know which Mom or sister was hurt by Ahmad. Well maybe in the next chapter. In the next chapter it'll be with Joc.