~ we packed and left the next day. It was about three months later. Jake had posted his "2018 was the best year of my life" I watched through it. There was these clips of me and him:
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~ in the background he was saying "I met the most amazing person ever, she's changed my life in so many ways and I'm so glad I'm going into the new year with her. She's brought so much joy into my life and showed me a new way of life." I immediately smiled to myself. I wiped a tear that was coming down my face. I immediately started crying. I called Jake. ~ ON THE PHONE: E: hey J: hey, are you crying? E: you know I love you right? J: yes why? What happened?! E: nothing I just wanted to make sure you knew J: oh, I love you to. E: I saw your video, it was cute J: oh! Is that why your tearing up. E: maybe, that could be a reason ~ he laughed. ~ J: I love you Emma, E: I love you so much more J: that's not possible ~ I smiled. I ended. I then posted this on my page:
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~ I put this caption " oh where do I begin with you, my handsome, strong, outgoing, boyfriend. This year has been great, but meeting you has made it even better. From the phone calls, to the late night hangouts, to just laying in your arms I couldn't be happier. I'm glad I had a shoulder to cry on when my brother passed, I'm glad I had a person to talk to when it came to understanding my body. I'm glad I have you. I don't know what the future holds but it's always going to be me and you no matter what. You've showed me that I can't be afraid and I need to shut the toxic people out, not only have you been a role model to me but you've been a role model to everyone around you. Your my hero and I can't wait to see what the new year brings. I love you Jake Paul ❤️🥰" people started liking and commenting on my post. Jake texted me saying this: J: yours definitely beat mine 😫 ~ I smiled to myself, I went to bed that night. ~ ENDING THE STORY HERE
