I wake up, Its a school day
Cold, dark, early,
Too early.
Clothes, laid out the night before
This morning no different than any other.
I sit up, my feet are on the floor
It's cold,
Too cold.
I get up and get dressed, I head to the bathroom
Turn the light on,
It's really bright
Too bright.
Turn the light back off and look at my reflection.
It's like there isnt even a person looking back,
She just looks empty,
Too empty,
Like there is nothing to see, nothing there.
"Why is she not smiling?"
"Why isn't she happy?"
"She should be happy?"
"Why is she just there?"
Phone, buzz,
It's my friend,
"HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!"
oh, yeah, that.
It's hard to remember when you don't have anything to celebrate .
