He And She ..

If... (part2)

His pov

I know I was an asshole, a scum and simply a disgusting werewolf ever and I don't deserve her but I admit I am very selfish. I can't let her go.

I actually loved the idea of having a mate since I was a child, always dreamt about it but never thought this would go wrong. I thought that someday who I would have someone who I can call mine but I never expected this day to come.

I never thought that someday I would embrace someone who is not my mate or that I would be attracted to someone like that.

I was wrong.

I was immensely attracted to my(now ex) girlfriend. She seemed like a walking sun to me so radiant and beautiful and I couldn't take my eyes of her. I thought she was my mate.

I waited for her eye contact so I could confirm but fate played a cruel joke.

She was not.

But I was very passionate guy to begin with so I decided I wanted her if she was not my real mate. I decided to woo her and chase her till the day she agrees to become mine. And luckily she agreed right after. Maybe because we were still teenagers or the idea of relationship we were so excited.

We had gone out for 2 years and honestly that was my best time of life. Or so I thought until

I met her.

My whole world was shaken the day I met my mate. She was very beautiful and she was more attractive than my lover because I could feel the mate bond work it's charm. I was very conflicted that day. Happiness and anguish were together.

I decided not to leave my lover. I even justified myself that it was for the best because I loved my lover and once again,

I was wrong.

When I spent a week with my mate I realised she was so much more than the mate bond. That she was 'it' for me. Even if I ever want to admit that. Again I was conflicted with my situation.

There was ray of hope then in the form of my lover's mate. She decided to stay with him. I was happy but the betrayal still stung me. As I had forsaken my mate to be with her but in the end she did not choose me.

I was now free and happy because I can totally pursue my mate without any restrictions. I planned for several weeks how to right my wrongs and how to make it up to her. But then I decided to set up a date which could leave her in a daze and I can come clean to her that why I did what I did.

It was better than I hoped no actually it was the best day ever. She forgave me and still wanted to be with me. I was an extremely stupid person but was happy that I had the love of my life with me.

I had to got to pack business trip for three days. I never ever wanted to leave her alone. I was missing her the moment I stepped out of the pack . I was remembering her till the day I came back after my business in search of her. I thought I don't want anything else. I had a mate that I love and in the future a family. Again I was extremely happy

But happiness doesn't last long,

Cause she vanished leaving a letter and me.

It's been seven years since then. I have searched for her everywhere. Every single pack was turned upside down by me but I still couldn't find her. But I still didn't lose hope.

Today I had business to in the human lands. So I had to travel there. As I was leaning in my car looking out the window struck in traffic I noticed someone who held uncanny resemblance to her. I was so happy that nothing could make stop from going there and sweep her in my arms.

But there was something.

Reality always gives you a slap when you are in your highest point of happiness. There was a little guy near her of about three or four years calling her mommy. I could here it as we werewolves have sensitive hearing. I noticed all the things I have failed to notice before.

She was in a funeral.
She had a wedding band.
She had a kid.

I got to know that funeral was her late husband. As I was mulling over the fact that she had married and had a kid, her eyes met mine.
She came to me and said a brief,

Hi.