Status (A Jordi Gomez de Liaño Fanfiction)

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01/17/19

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Jordi Gómez de Liaño
@jordigdl_07

7:35 PM

Blair
Haven't dmed this accpunt for some days
Been busy
#RunningForHonorsProblems
I just finished a math assignment
I still have something to print
But I wanna dm this acc first
I have too many things to say
Daming dapat sasabihin simula nung 15
But then, I couldn't dm you
I don't even have the time to visit your acc
So lemme just forget the things that I wanna say to you cause I'm too lazy to remember it all
My memory isn't really good
But I have a problem
A serious one
Though, I'm not sure if I have to be problematic
I mean... my mother just saw a text from my father's phone with the callsign "mahal"
My father said it was nothing
My mother said na if it's nothing, he won't hide it
Trust me, my instinct told me that my papa isn't cheating
I'm not sure
But I'm trusting my gut feel and my father
That's all
Lemme do my assignment
Bye

8:03 PM

Blair
Guess who's back?
Sino pa ba duh
I have another assignment pero I don't have my book with me
And I doubt na my teacher will remember
And I know my classmates won't do it either
Btw my mama's not acting weird, but I'm still scared
My papa's sleeping
They never talked after the "mahal" issue
But I doubt that my family will break
Never gonna happen
Cause this is my life
Not some cliché story
I'm not in a book or movie wherein the protagonist's parents will break up and she'll lose faith in love, then a guy will make her believe in it again
First of all, my parents won't break up
Second, even if I do, my beliefs about love would remain the same
I read to many romance stories
Nothing would make me stop believing on love

8:12 PM

Blair
I should stop talking about love shiz
Lemme share that I just made a calculator earlier
Not literally of course
Only in computer
Just a basic calculator
My classmate almost died
She didn't know what to do
MY TEACHER FREAKING MADE US DO AN ACTIVITY THAT HE NEVER EVEN DISCUSSED
Good thing I did it
Belle couldn't do it
So Vina and I helped her
But she didn't finish it

8:16 PM

Blair
My sister in Manila chatted me
When she first said "kamusta" I felt that she knew the problem
She loves me and cares for me, but she doesn't ask that everyday
After that, she asked if my parents had a fight
My mother's on her phone
Probably telling my sister about it
And my mother would never talk to me directly about it
Maybe she thinks that I'm too young
Anyway, my sister asked if I noticed that my Papa's been texting anyone
Well, he texts a lot
He have friends
Or workmates rather
But...
There's times that THAT idea would come to my mind
Specially when he's texting and I'm too close, he'd hide the screen to me
But I shooed the idea
Coz I do the same
Even if I don't hide anything, I didn't want anyone peeping on my phone
I kept on insisting that that is the only reason
I didn't like doubting my father

8:23 PM

Blair
So they really treat me as a child
My sister told me to not care about the elder's problem
Instead, she just asked about school
So I just talked about my exam and my upcoming quiz bee
For my mother to tell my sister, this might be a big deal
Specially when I heard earlier the line "kung wala lang 'yan, ipapakita mo sa 'kin" of my mother
Btw, I feel so evil for not answering to my classmate's chat
She's asking a favor
Since we have a printer, my classmates like asking me to print for them
And I'm too tired to print for her
I think my mind got drained with what I learned
Though I trust that my fam won't break up
I love my papa so much
He'd never do that
And btw, the text came from an unknown number
That's all
I have more to say
But I already forgot
So I'm just gonna watch some kdrama
Byeee

8:32 PM

Blair
I just realized that I'm not in the mood for a kdrama
I'm not crying
But maybe... I really am affected
Who wouldn't be, right?
And I might forget what epi I am in
So I'll put a reminder here
I'm in episode 6
Though I finished this kdrama
It was way back elementary, I already forgot it
And I suddenly heard the theme song in youtube, so I missed the drama
It's entitled Arang and the Magistrate
I so loveeeeeee Julie's Deeper
IT'S THE BEST
nah, JULIE ANNE IS THE BEST
I love her so much
Julie is a big part of my childhood
And my adulthood
I'll never stop fangirling over her
I don't care about her loveteams
I just care about the fact that she has an angelic voice
SHE'S AN ANGEL
I'm not over reacting
I'm just showing my love for her
I'm envious
Her voice is like an angel
Mine is like a frog
If Regine is the Asia's songbird
I'm the Asia's frog
I lack in talent
I lack in beauty
I have intelligence (but not too much, I just listen to discussions, but I'm smart in English)
I lack in sports
I lack in friends (I have some, but not really the bestfriend that will be my half)
The only thing that's complete is my family
I CAN'T LOSE THAT
It might ruin my life
But I'm honestly deciding rn about what I'd do if they'd break up (but please, don't break)
THEY PROMISED IN FRONT OF GOD
They can't break that sacred promise!!
And if that time comes that I need to choose? I see myself choosing my sister
I'd cry
I'd get broken
But I'm gonna stay alive
The world's a survival game
I can't be weak
I know I'm a weakling, but not forever
I don't care if I have to live in Manila
I've always wanted to try living there
But tbh I don't wanna live there if the reason is my parents' break up
I'm not a perfect daughter
But I didn't want them to break
I don't know how to handle that
Fudge
NOW I'M IMAGING THE BREAK UP SCENARIO
😫😖😲🤐
I should stop
I need a freaking distraction
I'd just read a book
BYE
Please pray for me ☹️

9:39 PM

Blair
I just realized that my mother's a fan of KABIT stories
Una, yung IKA-ANIM NA UTOS ng gma
Pangalawa, yung HALIK
I just hope that she's not gonna be Emma or Jacky
My father's not like Ace nor Rome
And my mother just said something like "nakakainis talaga yang mga sinungaling na yan, kaya ikaw, h'wag kang magsisinungaling kung ayaw mong masuntok ni Lino" (the part when Lino punched Gio because of lying about his family name)
And it felt like a double meaning tbh
But I doubt na may pinaparinggan kasi my daddy's sleeping
Unless it's an act
HOPE NOT

11:06 PM

Blair
I’m about to sleep
But I’m scared for tomorrow
Will my mother still make coffee for papa?
Will my father still drive for mama?
Is everything gonna be alright?
Fudge
I’l just sleep this one out
I need to pray
Goodnight