Death Rose

Chapter 9 ~ What really happened

       Iyana POV

     Where am I? This isn't the carnival those friendly men and women described. Why can't I move? I'm tied up of course, I'm also locked up in a basement looking area. "Louis? Tyrell?" all of a sudden someone in a really dark purple different from everyone else's looked at me and laughed. What's so funny? I overheard 3 others talking about a plan to kill someone?? What is even going on... "GET UP!" of course I stood as told. "haha good" I looked up and saw him. Wait?? What?! "Mr. Davis is- is that you?" I heard more laughing. I felt like crying almost, I always talked to him about my problems, I always relied on him for support. He told me to come here, he guided me here, he suggested the neighborhood and the house. He tricked me here, he never wanted to help me, he always wanted to hurt me. Why?? why didn't I just deal with everything, why couldn't I try. "Boss we got a serious f*ckin problem." I looked over and suddenly they all left. So is this my chance to escape? Well they probably weren't being stupid, maybe they locked up everything?? But, nope they gave me the perfect opportunity, there was a pocket knife right beside me and the best part is the door was unlocked. The second I opened the door I seen someone right there, it was another man in purple. UGGHHHHHH I am so tired of these purple bitches. 

Purple: Where do you think your going?

Iyana: Home??

Purple: oh really? hah-

I didn't have time for a full discussion so I just kicked him in the balls and ran. I have never ran so fast, he was shooting "POW! BOW! AKEAKEKAKEAKE!" Luckily I dodged it all, I ran straight back to Louis's house. When I was opening the door to walk in I saw them. I saw Louis, Louis's mom, Tyrell and someone else. They looked really familiar though, wait.. is that. 

Jayden: IYANA!

At that moment Tyrell and Louis both turned. Should I feel bad that was happier to see Louis than Jayden. I immediately ran to all of them giving them the biggest hug ever. Jayden never looked so happy before which made me feel even worse. "omg Jayden" I was practically crying at this point. But then I thought real hard for 5 seconds, Jaydens mom was sick when I left, I don't understand?? Why isn't he paying for his mom to undergo surgery right now??

Iyana: wait Jayden..

everyone looked at me a little confused, "Why are you here"

Jayden: what?

Iyana: Your mom shes sick. Your supposed to be helping her, your supposed to be at the hospital right now making sure her surgery goes well.

Jayden POV

    ugh she's probably gonna think I'm a complete idiot for ever using all the money I used to come down here and make sure she was fine.

"Well what happened was, I kept hearing terrible things about you and I decided to use the money to come see you"

Iyana, Tyrell & Louis: WHAT?!

Iyana: So you came here for me already knowing I had Tyrell and Louis- Jayden, if your mom dies it's gonna be your fault.

Jayden: MY FAULT? I came here because you walked away when I was talking to you about important things

Iyana: You think a damn talk in the middle of a high school hallway is more important than your mothers life??

Jayden: Why did you even come here? To escape me right? I seen the look on your face Iyana, you didn't want to be bothered by me anymore right? So you left. You left me alone knowing my dad was just killed you fucking left. Just because the other students were talking about you? Iyana I would never leave your side. Ever, but the only reason I came here was because there is no saving my mom, she is gonna die and I already lost my dad I at least need someone to rely on while I'm taking in all the pain, but no your a fucking selfish bitch and a useless fucking who-

Iyana POV

      

         I cannot believe this, he really think I'm fucking selfish?? Every time I tried telling him what really happened to me every single time he made something about himself. Tyrell and Louis saw the anger building up in me. I couldn't keep it in anymore, I had to cut him off and finally let him really know what I've been going through.

Iyana: You fucking idiot. How dare you? You think everything is about yourself? I did not leave the city because of a damn rumor going around. I had to live with a psycho Jayden. Every time you would ask me whats wrong I actually wanted to tell you but each time you would find a new issue going on that had nothing to do with you and make everything about yourself *tearing up* I came here to escape all my suffering-

Jayden: Like what?

Iyana: Every day my dad would get drunk, all the time and he would sob over ma leaving him. I would try to comfort him every time but I get punched, slapped, kicked. I get beaten Louis, I have been dealing with that since I was 5 and the one time I make an action to something good for myself selfish people like you and my uncle wanna mess up every thing. I have always been there for you. But I have been fucking suffering and you never took the damn time to listen you made every thing about yourself. I have been raped by my own dad, I have been beaten by my dad and I've even been molested by your father... then I come here and my damn uncle is no better. I had 2 people I could finally rely on and then you came and just made every thing worse. I never needed your help Jayden, so as far I care. You and yah father both can rot in hell.

I couldn't handle it anymore, I wanted to die, walking off didn't work anymore. All my pain was soaking inside me and I couldn't release it in any way. I couldn't stand life, life betrayed me at birth. And I just needed someone, one person to cry on and that person never gave a damn. Walking off didn't work, walking off from a person wouldn't work. The pain was still there why?

Jayden: Iyana... please I'm sorry-

Maybe walking away from life would? Maybe? As I started walking down the street I heard Louis behind me. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I didn't need anyone's comfort. None of it would work, the pain is hurting bad. But for some reason, when I saw Louis I didn't feel pain, I didn't feel hurt. I actually stopped walking and allowed him to hold me, I allowed him to comfort me and save me from all the pain. But that wasn't enough still... I still felt the urge to just end it all, I wanted to so badly but something wouldn't allow me to. Would I hurt Louis if I did? Why do I always think of others before myself? Is that why I always get hurt? Maybe staying here with Louis would help, but I won't be cured from all this pain. I guess I should make this the moment I don't keep thinking of others.

Maybe it's time...