I wasn't there today.
Me and mates went out.
I felt bad.
Not being with her.
Even though.
No actual words are spoken.
I don't care.
Alex brung up the fact.
That I'm always getting a train.
That I don't need to get.
And the lads were confused.
James asked if I was okay.
I answered yes.
As it's the truth.
Well.
I try and convince myself that it is.
I don't know anymore.
But.
I know I feel better when I'm with her.
The subject soon changed.
But I wanted nothing else but to be with her.
And as we made our way home.
I realised.
I didn't see her today.
And she didn't see me either.
