I feel like...I don't know. With every breath I take it's more confusing. It's so weird. Without you I feel like I don't live anymore. I can't joy the life because of you. You ruined it. Just with those words "I don't want you anymore". And that's it. You just left. I can't find you even I tried so hard to do it. You said you love me, you never left me, you said that you want to be your family. And now what? Why the hell you lied? Why? It's fanny for you to see me like this? You want to see me in pain? Couse I'm suffering. My soul's bleeding now. And no one can fix it up. I never think one second that you can left me. That you said to me that you love the hoker more than you loved me. You know how I feel right now? I can say that it's hurt like hell. Even in hell it's more confident that those words that broker my heart in billion picies. You know how many times I cried for you? How many tears I used for you? How I loved you like an idiot that I am? Of course you don't. You never did. You never loved me. But that's life, right? I think I was the only one who invested feelings in this relation. Now I'm daying in every single day because of you. You did it. You meked me to need you. Congreats!
-A
