Jungkook has just went through the death of his wife due to a car accident. She was the only person in his life that was by his side. Jungkook lost contact with his family after his prison sentence. Now that she's gone he has to see a therapist. In...
"You words say that but I could see your heart is calling for help. Now tell me one last time How do you feel?" she asked
She looked at me and a wave of emotions hit me. A could feel my eyes watering up and I looked away. Crying is sometimes healing so I let my tears drop as they please. I wiped it away.
"I'm not fine."I said and It fell some more but I wiped it away
"I know. When you want to share know that I'm here."She said
"Why do you care?" I asked taking tissue that she was handing me
Why she acting this way?
"Why shouldn't I?" She asked
"Because......because I don't think you want to feel any of the emotions I felt. Sharing it means I don't care for the other person. That I don't mind seeing you in the saddness I'm in." I said
"Well I care which means that I'm willing to deal with any of the emotions your feeling."
I looked at her and I felt something different but I just looked away.Why is she talking to me like she knows me? Why does she care so much?
"Did you eat anything?" My big sister asked
"Not yet."I said
"Okay Eunha go grab him some sandwiches from the car. There's one for you too." She said
"I'll go get it give me the keys." I said
"You sure."Eunha asked
"Yeah."I said
I went out to the car to get the sandwiches. It seems like she made enough to eat for lunch and dinner. They were in a cooler thing so it looked fresh still and just a little cold.I didn't have any problem with it. I took out two turkey and tuna sandwiches.There was also some juice so I grabbed the bottle. I went in the house and put the juice in a cup for myself. I sat in the dining room for the first time in awhile and there was a type of sadness that hit me but I tried to fight it.
"Thank you."She said
"Yeonjun-ah look we have jushh."She said pouring the juice in a bottle
He was walking to grab the juice and looked familiar to me. I didn't pay it any mind because I don't see that situation happening. What are the possibilities?
"Yay Tuna!"Eunha said "You like tuna too huh?"She added
"Yeah."I said nodding
"If you don't mind me asking where do you live now? With your parents?"She asked
"No. I live in an apartment alone."I said
"Again I'm sorry for the questioning but where's your family."She asked
"I don't know."I said
"Okay."She said"I'll just stop there.Enjoy the sandwich." She added
I was happy there was no farther questions because my family is the last thing I would like to talk about now. It makes sense for me to find them but they never thought I would get as far as I did. I'm probably not on earth based on what they believe. I couldn't get the support of one person.I plan on visiting them when I have something to show them to regret giving up on me.
"Jungkook, are you sure there's nothing you'd like to keep?" her big sister asked
"Yeah." I said
I thought about this many times. I want to remember her but I also want to forget what happen. I can't relive this day and that's what these items do. I hope I don't regret not having a memory of hers.I took the dishes and packed them into boxes. I wanted to do more but they were reluctant. I took care of yeonjun afterwards. He is a very happy child. It says a lot about his mother. It was actually fun to be around and I felt like he grew to like me in the hour I've spent with him.
"Eunha can you make dinner? I brought some salmon and pasta." Her older sister said
"Wow you came prepared. Where is it? "She asked
"It should be under the table."Her sister replied
I put Yeonjun to sleep after while so I got up to help her.
"What can I do?" I asked
"You ever made pasta?"She asked
I nodded and she handed me the pasta. I took a pot that they brought out and put water in it to boil.
"How are you feeling? What's going on in your head?" She asked
I stared at her for a moment.This is what Hyejin always said.
"What?"She asked
"Nothing. Nothing is going on in my head." I said
"Well I'm hoping this salmon tastes great."She said
"I hope so too."I said smiling
She cut them into 6 pieces and she was done with the first two when the water started to boil. I poured in some salt first than waiting a little so the water can get salty. I added the pasta afterwards. She was looking at me.
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"What?"I said
"It's just that you remind me of someone."She said
"Who?"I asked
"Never mind you're different."She said
"You don't really know me though?" I said
"But you're different."She said
"Sounds like a compliment."I said
------------------Eunha POV---------
"But you're different."I said
There is something that I'm not picking on here. He reminds me so much of him. Could be him? No right?
