" so what do you exactly want" liam asked looking at me
" I want to be more friendly with people like I could just walk through the hallways and wave to my friends and be like 'hey buddy' I want to be more confident , you know"
"do you have some insecurities or something" Zayn pointed out
"Yeah , it's like I'm really scared that people won't like me , or they would just keep talking to me just to not make me uncomfortable , I just think people will think that I'm so boring" I said , fiddling with my fingers
" and why do you feel like that" Zayn asked
" I don't know really" I responded
" see , there's nothing to fear of ! you talk with people they won't bite you , just give it a try , sure there is people who will be plain rude , and they would huff or make anything as a sign for you to leave but just don't give a shit about them and you won't actually know anything if you didn't give it a chance , yeah" Zayn's words really affected me in a good way
"Fine , I'll try talk to people more often"
"No you're going to try now" he demanded
" What ? How ? you must be kidding" I began to freak out
" no I'm not kidding you're going to talk to someone now and I'll choose that person to you" he said , his eyes started searching for a proper person
" help me" I muttered to harry
" what ? you're going to do what you came for" he chuckeld
" there she is , that girl go talk to her" Zayn pointed at a girl , turning her back to us so I couldn't see her features
I stand up and began making my way over to her table, hesitantly
when I reached her table I could see her properly , she has a long wavy blue hair , she was wearing a bow on her head , and a cute little dress , she looks interseting
"Hey" I said awkwardly
"Hi , take a seat ?" she offered , I sat down
"so what's your name?" I asked , still awkwardly
"I'm Jade Thirlwall and yours" she smiled brightly at me
"I'm Jessica Small" I cleared my throat
We kept talking till the bell rang , I though it would be awkward but she was super nice
I walked with the boys to my next class which obviously is the only class I have with Zayn
"So what happende with that girl" Liam asked
"She was really nice she gave me her number and we talked a lot , apperantly she have two classes with me and I promised her to talk to her later" I smiled
"you succeeded then , there's nothing to worry about" Zayn smiled his bright smile
"Yeah" I nodded my head
"I'm so proud of you , Jess" Harry suddenly hugged me out of nowhere
"Fine harry there's no need for hugging me" I laughed
"I'm being nice" he pouted adorably
"and I appreciate that harry" I kissed him on the cheeks
"you two are adorable" Louis said sarcastically
"fuck off louis" harry said playfully
I went to my class with Zayn and he took the seat beside me
