These Red Roses||P.J.N FanFic

||Petal 07||

Soonyoung's P.O.V

Its now friday and I have no choice but to go,besides my eyes don't look puffy anymore.

I went downstairs and saw Jimin alone again,Taehyung's picking up his girlfriend,Jimin gave a smile before grabbing my hand.

He's so weird today,he held my hand all the way to school but to be honest it felt nice.

I tried my best to ignore Jena and Taehyung,what hurts is that they didn't bother to ask where I was or look for me,even if I don't want to see them I still want that feeling of being cared.

Lunch was a nightmare.

Taehyung kept playing with Jena's hair while she eats,he kisses her cheek randomly and Jena gets shy,couple goals.

My vision got blurry as I felt my head spinning,I felt something clawing on my throat,threatening to bust out.

"I need to pee,look after my food AND-"I felt a petal start to fall out making me choke "Don't eat it"I covered my mouth and ran quickly.

Luckily no girl was at the toiletries so I just vomited,this time it hurt like crazy,before it just tickled my throat but now its stabbing it.

I'm having a hard time to breathe due to the heaviness in my chest,it's a heavy weight like someone is sitting on my chest,from time to time I can kinda feel another flower growing.

The more I vomit a rose grows 2x more,I know I should seek for help but to be honest i'm not that scared to die,if i'm gone then i'm gone.

I don't care.

School ended and me and Jimin were both walking back home yet again Taehyung was dropping off his girlfriend with his car but let me and Jimin...ugh whatever the more I think about him the more I feel something rising from my chest.

"Bye Jimin"We waved and went into our houses.

I heard my phone ringing

...:Soonyoung its me Jena

Soonyoung:oh hi

Jena:Younginnie? oof tell her I said hi

Jena:Hehehe Taehyung said hi- (She stops mid way,I heard a smooch..)

Jena:Your so clingyyy~

Taehyung:Because I love youu~

Jena:Sorry Soonyoung i'll call later I need to deal with this boy~

Soonyoung:Ok..

end call

That feeling came back,I was mad and I had the urge to cry but most importantly I needed to vomit.

I ran to my toilet and pulled my hair back,this time it kept going,no stopping its just kept going and going,blood was spilling and the petals were falling.

It hurt so much,as I said earlier it scratched my throat and the petals are somewhat bigger,its like i'm the rose.

At first I started growing,the petals were fresh and new very small,I grow even more which the outer layer of the roses are getting out...and then in the end it'll turn dark..that's the final stage...

"Soonyoung!"I heard a voice behind me.

Jimin's P.O.V

I laid in my bed and got bored,maybe I should go to Soonyoung she looks sad almost every day.

So I did I knocked on their door and saw Hyerin Noona,one of Soonyoung's maid,I asked if I could come in and she said sure.

I ran up to Soonyoung's room,I was going to knock when I heard a faint cry along with vomiting.

I opened the door and saw her on the toilet floor,I saw the bowl was filled with blood and rose...petals?...

Soonyoung's P.O.V

"Ji..Jimin wha..what are you doing here?"I weakly said as I tried to flush the toilet.

He didn't say anything and just hugged me,I couldn't help but cry on his shoulder,he held me tight and it felt so relaxing.

Time passed and he pulled me to my bed.

"is this why you needed to 'pee' everytime you see Taehyung and Jena?"he asked,I nod and looked down.

He pulled my chin up to face him and hugged me again.

"You should rest i'll go home now"I grabbed his hand and stopped him "Can you please stay.."He turned around and had a smile on his face.

He laid down and placed his arms around me,my head close to his chest,I felt like a baby it was the best feeling.
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A/N

Hi..

So um yeah now Jimin knows..hmm..

Welp Thank you for ready sorry for some mistakes or grammar errors.