Tricia

Chapter 4

I closed my eyes and I finally let myself do what have always been avoiding for years. I'll let the memory of how it all began. I could see myself sink back into depression. I opened my eyes slowly as I could and I began talking. "I have always loved you all through but I was scared of loosing you and I just couldn't stand loosing someone I so much love and cherish right from the very time we met". I paused.

Gabriel adjusted himself on the chair, trying to at least make himself feel comfortable. Immediately he had adjusted enough to his satisfaction, he looked straight into my eyes. I got the message immediately and continued talking.

It all started when we went outing, you left your phone on the table to quickly go use the restroom, not quick long you left your phone bipped and I saw you had received a text from a girl named Sandra telling you to come home to meet her that she was bored, I was so furious and need to see more,  all my feelings was that you've been lying to me all this while. I read some few messages from your phone but the one that baffled me was that of Sandra. I began thinking what you would be doing in her house, I was wanting to read more of it, but unfortunately thank God I saw you coming from far, i immediately dropped your phone and pretended nothing had happened.

I began to Pace from left to right, feeling so uneasy. I didn't stop pacing, as I continued I felt you were just using me, I really felt I was been used by you, I didn't know how to feel any longer, I didn't Know how to react towards you anymore, I just knew that I couldn't withstand loosing you for anyone else, but I also couldn't condole the rubbing you do. I tried talking to you about it but I was just really scared.
   

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