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{ cash part two }

( guys get your tissues and icecream ready . . . this second part is going to be sad :c )

recap

" I love you too " he said sarcastically and slide the knife against my neck

( or something along the lines like that cx )

nash's p .o . v .

I screamed in pain and he didn't care , but I started closing my eyes feeling my blood flow out my neck . " I love you " I breathe out before everything went white . I opened my eyes and saw nothing but white , I yelled " hello?! " . I turned around and everything is white " nashy!! " i heard his voice . . . no no this can't be he is dead now . I turned around and there I saw hayes , he had a sliced opened head with blood dripping down with scratches and his ribs were poking out his sides , he had bruises on his legs and arms . I teared up remembering that day he died .

** flash back baes **

" Nash slow down please " Hayes begged while I drove to school going 85 miles per hour . I turned up the radio louder blocking hayes out , we were late to school because my alarm somehow got turned off . I sighed and turned around to grab my phone out the backseat quickly , the car jerked forward and hayes hit his head on the dash board . " NASH" he screeched while a semi came directly at us , I quickly grabbed the wheel trying to swerve the car to the other side but . . . it was too late . I hit the brakes flipping the car off the road , I screamed and gripped hayes hand tightly , the car flipped down the hill and I hit my head on the steering wheel hard . I couldn't see nothing all I heard was hayes screaming then I heard nothing . The car came to a stop and I was laying on the glass window from the inside of the car while I coughed up blood . I groaned in pain and closing my eyes slowly .

** flashback over now **

I stared at him for awhile until I heard him clear his throat . " nashy why are you here? " he asked looking at me , I shrugged and looked down " I don't know . . you tell me " I said trying not to cry . I can't look at Hayes without bursting in tears , he was my everything . . see dad and mom didn't love me like Hayes did . He made sure I was okay 24/7 , he helped me with my problems , he helped me clean my room , he helped me with bullies , he helped me with everything. . and it's my fault I lost him . " I miss you so much " I said squeezing him tightly into a hug . " I miss you too nashy , you will be here soon anyways " he mumbled the last part . I raised an eyebrow " where am I ?" I asked and he did a small smile " you are in the merge , not in heaven and not in hell just in the merge " . I was confused as hell like wtf is he taking about . .

" NASH WAKE UP " I hear someone scream and I sat up instantly , I looked around and I was in my room . . " WHERE IS HAYES " I yelled at Matthew standing there . He said and shook his head " dead . Nash he is dead " . I nodded and got up looking in the mirror , I had a bandage on my neck . I turned to look at Matt " where is cameron?! , he shrugged and I ran into cams room looking around . " fxck . . CAM " I screamed and looked in his closet . Stupid . I'm so dumb why would he be in there idiot . I heard a paper fall on the floor and I picked it up looking at it . I read it carefully .

dear nash ,

I'm so sorry baby . I never meant to hurt you like that . I am so sorry for making you go through all of this it's all my fault nashy . Please forgive me I love you so so so much . You are my everything , you are my sunshine . You always know how to make a bad day be good . I don't know if you will handle yourself much longer . . . I'm gone baby I'm done . Please stay strong for me . Let me tell you something I will always be watching you no matter what , you smile through this . You are sensitive and you have a big heart but you have to stay strong . I love you baby .

love ,

- cam

I dropped the paper and ran to the bathroom , I jiggled the door knob and it was lock . . . great . I kicked the door open with all the strength I had and there I saw it my precious baby laying there in a puddle of blood near his head . I dropped to my knees in tears screaming . " CAMERON ALEXANDER FXCKING DALLAS HOW COULD YOU !? " I screamed crying . . what was I thinking he can't hear me anyways , he is dead Nash .

he is dead .

that was repeating in my head , I cried harder laying my head on his chest hearing no heart beat . I can't hear the sound I listen too , the sound I listen to when I'm cuddled up to him at night while he breathes slowly . I ran my fingers in his hair and tears fell on his face , I picked his head up and pulled him into my lap .

' get a grip nash he is dead ' little voices started coming back again

" baby. . .open your eyes let me know you still here " I whispered wiping my face . He just laid there lifeless , my only thing I had was gone . I saw a gun in the corner of the room , I put cam to the side and crawled over to it . I picked it up shaking badly , I held it up to my chest and sighed softly " love you cam . . matt . . Tay " I whispered everyones name and closed my eyes . I pulled the trigger slowly and hit the floor .

" nashy I told you " hayes giggled and I smiled hearing his voice again . . . wait . . . IM DEAD NOW . I saw hayes body figure in the distance and ran to it . When I got closer I saw another boy with him , it was my baby he was tickling my little baby . I ran up to cameron and jumped on him wrapping my legs around his waist and grabbed his face kissing him . " baby I'm so sorry " he said breaking the kiss and I just shook my head " no baby it's fine " I smiled small and looked over his shoulder at hayes . He still looked the same but he looked happier . I stood up right and looked at cam , he had blood running down his head on to his arms . I frowned at the sight knowing he did this to himself . " nash " I heard someone whisper , I turned around and saw my best friend matthew . He had tears running down his cheeks while blood poured out his neck . I ran up to him and hugged him tightly .

Soon after awhile the rest of them joined us in the merge . Tay , Matt , Dill , Hayes , Cam and me were all laying down together . I smiled to myself and whispered " I love you guys "

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okay maybe it wasn't sad ...but I kinda got sad .

this sucks I tried but oh well , sorry my mom is yelling at me so I can't concentrate

but hey thanks for reading and I love you .