Pity
A thousand eyes
Artificial sympathy
a moment of weakness
Ever amounting pressure
Thick globs of tears
Tuning out
Go away
I hold my breath
Go away
Wings kept unfurled,protecting me
I can't hear you
The static is too loud
Let
Me
Out
Brick heart
It's strange
I can't feel a thing
Not a single emotion
Except my annoyance
I know I feel bad
For not feeling bad
But there's nothing you can do
When your heart is made of brick
At least brick is better than glass
Because glass
Eventually
Shatters
Happy
It's getting better
I can finally feel happy
I can smile now
Nonsensical daydreams
Drifting off
Into another world
Where good exist in every thought
And where I'm in control
So excuse me if I doze off,
I'm going somewhere better
Sunrise
I'm not amazing
I'm not cool
I'm not the person who everyone wants to be
But
I can still be satisfied with myself
And find comfort within myself
It's okay if I'm not
The most amazing person in the world
Or the smartest
I'm still happy
That's what matters
I'll be by my own side
Pat my own back
Carry my own weight
Even if nobody's got my back
I'll have to move forward
Knowing it's okay if I fail
It's okay if other people don't like me
I know that they might not
Everyone is has different views
And that's alright
But I only have one life to live
And it's going to be a good one
A/N: I wrote like a million poems but I only kept a few. I deleted most of them because they were too negative or edgy. Honestly writing positive poems is pretty hard. Maybe it's because once you start writing everything just spills out. It's kinda like venting, but fancier. But I tried so here it is. I'll write an actual story soon, so stick around. ( I also I may or may not have listened to some motivational music while writing the last one).
Practice makes perfect so I'm writing,even if it's just nonsensical word vomit. Have a good day everyone
