Playing with Her Heart

10.

Porsha
2 months later ..

Today me and Ro are going grocery shopping for my place.

Yes I said my place. Her father moved out a month ago, and I know you all are wondering why I was so sick and had to go to the hospital.

Welllll guys, I am pregnant. I am 15 weeks, so I'm out of my first trimester. Interestingly enough, I still haven't found Chris. I don't really want to.

I know that I could start showing around any time, but once I do, I'll take a leave of absence from work.

Ro is enrolled in school in Fulton County near my parents where I'm getting my new place built. Ro is so excited, but I told her she can't tell her daddy.

I bought her a phone, so I can always call her. We're meeting up with my bestest best friend later on tonight.

Oh, I forgot to mention. Chris' engagement party is tonight. I'm very unsure of why I was invited, but I'll be there. No sense in being a bitter baby mama right?

I kid I kid.

Meanwhile, I'm not sure his bitch knows that I'm his daughter's mother. He mentioned to me before that she wanted to meet me, but I told his bitchass no.

I really don't know how to control how I feel about him, but I guess I have to move on.

I started to text Milan (my bestfriend) about what I was thinking of wearing, and some nigga just bumped into me.

"Yo nigga. You don't see me and my daughter walking?" I said to him

After looking up. I felt my eyes get a twinkle and I started to pierce my teeth into my bottom lip.

"My bad babygirl and little babygirl" he said grabbing my chin.

"It's alright. I was on my phone anyways" I responded and walked off.

"Come on Ro baby" I said to Ro. She grabbed my hand and followed behind me.

Me and Chris get her 3 days a piece, and on Wednesdays Ro gets to pick who she goes with, but she always picks me. I want her to be around her dad more so she knows he loves her unconditionally.

I can't wait to tell her that she has a new sibling on the way ! She'll be so damn happy. She needs a sibling.

My best friend has a daughter that goes to Ro's school. They're actually the same age. Once my bestfriend gets settled into her new place, she'll be over all the time.

My bestfriend is actually moving into the same building as me. Too bad I'm leaving her.

Knock outta my thoughts by a facetime call

Bitchass babydaddy🙄♾