Her Last Words By Courtney Parker

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Just an average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while now she's older things are getting colder life's not what she thought she wish someone had told her.

She told you she was down you let it slip by so from then on she kept it on the inside she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies can't u tell look at her dull eyes tried to stop herself from crying almost every night cause she knew there was no chance of feeling alright

Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves cause those cuts on her wrist was bleeding threw you see she new she was depressed didn't want to admit it didn't think she fit in everyone seemed to miss it she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound bleeding out from every cut her body consumed she had no friends at school all alone she sat and if someone were to notice she would blame the cat but those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake and no one cared enough to save her from this self hate things were going down never really up and her she is now stuck in this stupid she knew exactly what she had to do next stand on the chair and tye the rope around her neck she wrote a letter with her hand shaken look at me now are you proud of your precious child but she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world that should bow down its head in shame she stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon just don't think it'll all be over soon the chair fell down as she took her final breath its all over all gone now she's greeting death

her mom walks in ,falls down to the floor and now nothing can take back what she just saw the little girl raised is just hanging there her body's pale and her face is violently bare  she sees the note and unfolds it with care all she does is stare "how could this be fair" she starts reading as the tears rolled down her face "I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realize this worlds full of sin there's nothing for me here im just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful races its a discrace I was a misplace born in the wrong time and in the wrong place its okay though cause you'll see me soon you'll know when your time has come just look at the moon as it shines bright through out the night and remember everyone's facing there own fight but I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter to make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter your the vest friend that I ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad just remember that you meant every thing to me and to my heart your the only one that held the key I guess its time to go I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight but please hold on tight I'm watching over you from the clouds above sending down the purest and whitest doves to watch over you and be my helpful eye this is it world good bye"

Dedicated to the people who has and want to commit suicide remember people love you I know I do.

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