FUCK OFF!

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I walked in the house with a smile on my face. forgetting all of my problems. 

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING BACK SO LATE AND WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE YOU FAGGOT!" My dad's gruff voice snapped me back into reality. 

"Nothing..." I whispered trying not to make him even more.

He grumbled something inaudible. I walked in the wooden floor creaked.

"Keep it down you BITCH." 

My dad got up and pulled my hair. I cried out in pain. He then proceed to punch me in the gut. He punched me one more time, and then let me go. I quickly ran out of the room and into the bathroom. 

I turned on the sink, and placed the soft small towel under the cold water. I almost shivered from how cold the water was. I placed it on my forehead where a bruise had began to form. I looked in the mirror and saw my messy (H/C), and jacked up face. 

I sighed and wonder why I could have normal accepting parents. I guess life is really cruel... 'then maybe you should just kill yourself.'  What? 'Yeah, you're not worth the space.' 'Useless piece of garbage.' I fell to the ground as the voices continued insulting me. 'Disgusting whore'   I tried to get up my legs gave out from out from below me. 

I used all my strength to pull myself up as the voice continued to insult me. I cried, and looked around. I opened the cabinet and pulled out my anti-depressants. I wobbled to my room and tried not to cause much attention. 

I guess I didn't so that well because my dad came knocking on my door, and yelled. I quickly locked it. Knowing he didn't have a key. I quickly crawled onto my bed. And the yelling continued. He just wasn't giving up... 

"FUCK OFF!" I yelled. 

(Y/N) 9:53: Etho can you pick me up secret way? 

Etho: 9:55: What happened?

(Y/N): 9:55: My dad is P.O. and I messed up and told him to fuck off...

Etho: 9:56: Okay, I'll be there in five. 

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I got a text from Etho telling me he was outside. I opened my window, and jumped of the ledge. Don't worry it wasn't high up. I ran, and ran to his bike, and hopped on the back and we rode off to his house. 

Once we got there I saw the amazing women herself Ethan's mom. And like my second mother. She smiled at me a warm smile. The type of smile that told you "You're safe now." I went up to Etho's room. I told him everything except the kiss with me and Tom. 

He pulled me into a hug. And whispered soothing words in my ear. 

Okay, guys this chapter was really hard for me to write. mostly because I also suffer from depression.... but I don't want you guys getting sad for me I'm working through it. But I'm going to change one thing though. I'm going to stop writing from 1000+ words  maybe when I get back into the mood of writing but these year has been shit for my writing. 

I can't write anything really. So I just wanna let you guys know if they seem a little shorter it's because I shortened it to around 500-600 words maybe from time to time I will push myself to write 1000+ words but that's it my Luvs.  

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