Broken💔

-01-

I thought you loved me ...... that you would always be there for me..but I have to say it was not the case. Finally, if you already love me ... but it's to pass. I'm believed when you said I love you and I still love you, I believe you when we said that we two it was forever or even that you could not live without me. Yet you so quickly forget me .... so quickly give up leaving me alone ..... with my grief without anyone to comfort me. You are quickly moving on to something else ... you are happy, you laugh and have fun while I, I force myself not to cry in front of others, why I make his own I do not know, surely not to worry about me, or to be pitied for me? Finally I do not know I'm like her I do not like to reveal my feelings to the other .... but you.. I don't know , it was different  I thought you were never going to abandon me and yet you did it . I was afraid to lose you, and already there you went. But you're a good guy you never disrespect me and you were nice you understand me ..... encourages me to do my best but everything stops one day or the other nothing hard eternally .I have been stupid to think that you could love me me .... you are perfect , everybody all the world loves you but, for me it's different. I do not hate you ... on the contrary, I am happy that you but tell the truth instead of lying to me and as we say .... the truth hurts. I will give everything to fill just once just a few seconds to hold you in my arms ...... feel your lips stick against mine .... listen to the beat of your heart..just once a single unique and last time . If only day I would have known it was the last time I was going to kiss you ... sticking to you or ... just stomp on your shoulder in the car all its little moment I will have benefited. Do you remember on New Year's Day when you wish for 2019 that we stay together? Why did you say if it was not what you wanted ... why? You were my first love my first boyfriend was you cotter everything was possible I forgot all my problems I could never forget you and even if you left I would not forget you, you're sweet little word I will miss you I know that you will be happy even if it is not with me ..... I wish you the best , because it is that you m'erite you is a guy in gold and the girl who will have the chance to have your heart will be very lucky i will love to be this girl but you can not get what you want in life ...... thank you for having loved me as you 'did